It's been a week now and everyday Ag gives me a ride home. Every Tuesday and Thursday she has basketball training so I do her schoolwork while waiting for her.I can say that we got kinda closer but I know that I'm only doing schoolwork for her and that's it. "Y/N
why are you so deep in thought?" Katy asked."Huh?" I asked as I snapped back, "I asked why I are you so deep in thought?" Katy repeated. "I— nothing" I replied.
"She's probably thinking about Ag" Billy spoke up, "yeah, I swear to god you like her Y/N" Katy teased and I rolled my eyes.
"Look I'm only doing her schoolwork and that's it" I defended. "Having a crush isn't bad" Katy said and maybe she's right, I probably have a crush on Ag but I just don't wanna admit it.
I'm probably scared to assume that we could be something more than what we have now but I could say that she's my type.
It's a Thursday today so I'm going to the basketball court to do Ag's schoolwork while waiting for her.
As I got there I look around the court to look for Ag but she wasn't there, I saw Mia on the bleachers so I decided to ask her instead.
"Hey Mia, where's Ag?" I asked, "Shes at the back of the school, near the baseball field" Mia answered and I nodded.
I started to walk away "I wouldn't go there if I were you" Mia said that made me stop. I sat back down beside her and got curious.
"If you're that curious, a little peep won't hurt" Mia said so I stood up and walked to where Mia said Ag would be.
I take a peep outside and see Ag talking to a girl, I don't mean to eavesdrop but my curiosity got the best of me.
I went closer and hid behind a pillar, "why can't we just be together?" The girl asked.
"How many times do I have to tell you, I can't be seen with you" Ag answered. "But you can be seen with the slutty girls in school?" The girl asked.
Ag looks annoyed, "no okay? It's just—" Ag hesitated, "it's just I'm a loser in this school and I'm not as rich as everyone who studies here and because I'm just a scholar" the girl said.
"But it's okay cause I'm leaving, my parents are taking me to my aunt's place so you won't worry about people seeing us together" The girl said and walked away from Ag crying.
I didn't realize Ag walked over to the door and so she saw me standing behind the pillar. She just looked at me but I could see tears in her eyes.
"AG I didn't mean to" I said as I tried to reason. "No it's okay, I'll take you home now" Ag said and I nodded.
I went to get my stuff that I left on the bleachers. "Uh... Mia, does Ag have a girlfriend?" I asked, "whatever you saw or heard, keep it to yourself" Mia said.
"Y/N you might be able to help Ag" Mia said and I wonder what she meant by that. "With what?" I asked, "She's waiting for you outside" Mia answered so I went out quickly.
The ride was quiet so I decided to say something, "Ag I didn't mean to eavesdrop" I said, "it's fine, just forget what you heard" Ag said.
I felt guilty, I didn't respect her privacy and it was wrong of me. "If you need someone to talk to I'm here" I said.
"So you could gossip about me with your friends" she said, "what?" I asked in confusion.
"I would never do that" I said "most of the girls that come into my life just wants my money and my body, other girls just want to look for tea in my life to destroy my reputation since I'm popular" Ag explained.
"But I'm not like them" I said "that's what they always say" Ag said and pulled up, "thank you" I said before I went out of the car.
I enter the house and unfortunately my mom is sitting on the couch watching tv, I forgot I came earlier than usual so obviously my mom would still be downstairs.
"Why are you home early?" she asked "uhm... classes ended early" I lied, "I'm just gonna go up now" I said.
"Why are you avoiding me?" My mom asked "I- I thought you don't want to see me" I said hesitantly.
"You should be ashamed of yourself" my mom said. "I know and I am" I answered and started walking to the stairs.
"You know I wish you were the one who died" My mom spoke up and tears start to form in my eyes. I'm trying to find the courage to say something that won't make my mom go beast mode.
"I'm sorry for everything mom..." I said and walked up and locked myself in my room. I sat on the floor and tears just run down my cheeks.
I feel so useless and my mom is right, it was all my fault, I should have died. Because of my stupidity my sister died.
I got up and opened my drawer, I was looking for that cutter I always use. I started to cut myself on my arms.
I stopped now since I didn't want to faint like the last time. I cleaned up the floor and took a shower. I'm still crying nonstop remembering what happened that day.
Flashback
"Y/N we need to talk" My mom said in a serious manner as I entered the house, I look at her and my father was beside her looking upset.
I look behind them and see my sister sitting on the couch crying, I felt furious at that point. "You told them??" I asked and she nodded.
"I thought we were together on this, I hate you! I shouldn't have trusted you!" I said. "Lizzie did the right thing Y/N" my mom said.
"No!" I screamed before I ran out of the house. It was rainy that night and there wasn't many cars out here.
I just kept walking to where I think would be far from home. I heard a big loud beep from further behind me.
I got curious and walked towards it only to find my sister's car turned over.
I feel disgusted of myself for even saying I hate her cause I never could. At this point of my life I'm just scared of losing another important person in my life.
To be continued

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