𝒜𝒯𝐸𝐿𝒪𝒫𝐻𝒪𝐵𝐼𝒜 (AgxReader fanfic)

Chapter 8: 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒶𝓂𝑒

Ag's POV

I went home right away, I wasn't in the mood to do anything. Y/N is right, I'm already losing the people that cares about me just to protect my reputation.

I fvcked up and I hurt her so bad, she didn't deserve all of this. I know she already has a lot of problems going on in her family and now I just added to her problems.

I barged into my room and started punching the wall. Fvck, I stopped since my knuckles started bleeding.

My phone vibrated so I picked it up, Mia texted me.

Ag did you go home? -M

Yes -A

I'm coming there -M

After awhile Mia finally got here, surprisingly she didn't bring drinks.

"Where's the drinks?" I casually asked as I was laying on the bed, "Ag, Y/N was found in the bathroom unconscious filled with cuts on her arms" Mia said.

I got worried but I just wanted to act like I don't care, "so?" I bluntly asked. "Are you serious?? Aren't you even worried?" Mia asked in disbelief.

"I think it's better for me to stay away from Y/N" I said, "why? Because of your reputation?" Mia asked and I shook my head.

"Because I hurt her and I'm pretty sure that I'll only bring her more negativity in her life if I'm with her" I said.

"It's already toxic as it is" I added, "ok, I just hope you're right about this and I hope this is the last time you lose someone" Mia said.

"Don't leave me Mia" I said as I felt like I'm about to cry. "I won't"Mia answered as she climbed into the bed and sat beside me.

"I don't know what I'd do without you" I said as Mia patted my back to comfort me. "Everything will get better" Mia said and that's when I bursted in tears.

"Why am I crying?" I asked myself, I felt like the pain of knowing that I hurt Y/N was 10 times more painful than the pain I felt when Paige left me.

Maybe because Y/N did make me realize a lot of things and right now I think I need her in my life.

"Mia, why am I feeling this?" I asked as I continued crying, "only you can answer that" Mia answered.

"But I have no idea why" I said "Aren't you tired of this?" Mia asked. "With what?" I asked.

"When will you realize that you will not be able to please everyone? Even if you lose everything, there will be always someone that isn't satisfied with what you're doing" Mia said.

"You're always focused on pleasing everyone around you that sometimes you forget yourself, you forget who you are" Mia added.

Mia's words hit me hard, I always feared of what everyone would think about me that is why I always adjust to it.

"You're becoming someone you're not Ag" Mia said, "and they're not loving you for who you are, they're loving you for someone they think you are but you're not" Mia explained and I managed to get back my composure. I closed my eyes as I felt sleepy.

"If I wasn't good for your reputation, would you want me out of your life?" Mia asked, I tried to open my eyes again to answer but I was too tired.

Next day

Mia brought my breakfast in my room since I woke up late. "What do you wanna do today?" Mia asked since we decided to skip school.

We decided to just watch horror movies since there's nothing much to do.

I feel really uneasy while watching not because I'm scared of what we're watching but because something doesn't feel right.

I think I just got used to Y/N always being here in my room. "You miss her don't you?" Mia asked. Why is it like Mia always reads my mind.

Maybe I do miss Y/N but what's done is done, "maybe" I simply answered. "I think you like her" Mia said.

"As a friend" I said but she shook her head. "I think it's more than that" Mia said. "Well it's not a good time to 'like' her" I answered.

"Are you letting her go just like that?" Mia asked, "it's not like I can do anything" I answered. "If she's important to you do something, don't make the same mistake you made with Paige" Mia said.

"Forget your popularity you have me and you'll have Y/N, if people can't support you with what you're happy with, it's them that you need to cut out of your life" Mia explained.

Mia is right it's not the same without Y/N, she makes me happy and I don't wanna give up my happiness just because I'm scared of what others would think of me.

I have to win her back...

To be continued

A/N: Hey guys I'm sorry if this chapter is short but I'll make it up to you guys in the next chapter. I hope you like the story so far and if you do please continue to support it:))