Chapter 5: 𝓌𝑒𝒾𝓇𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔

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"Cause you are fvcking stupid!!" My mom shouting across the room while I'm standing in front of her filled with tears.

"That is more precious than your life" she screamed as she pointed at the picture frame I broke. It was a picture of my mom and Lizzie.

"Get out of my sight!!" She ordered as she threw a vase towards me, luckily I was able to avoid it but now the floor is filled with glass fragments.

The front door opens and it revealed my dad, thank god he's here, he's the only one who can save me from my mess.

"What the hell is going on here?" My dad asked. "She broke my picture with Lizzie" My mom said, "it was an accident, I didn't mean to" I said to defend myself.

"For all I know you're just jealous because you know I'll never love you the way I loved Lizzie" She said, it felt like a knife stabbing my heart.

"Enough! Lilian stop acting like a child will you" My dad told my mom as he slowly made his way to me.

He brought me up to my room and gave me first our first aid kit to clean my glass wounds. "I can do it myself dad" I said to reassure him.

"I'll check on your mom" He said and I nodded as he walked out of my room. I'm used to having wounds around my body so I'm used to the pain.

However what my mom said hurts a lot. I never really knew why she hated me but ever since I was young, she already favored Lizzie.

I didn't take it personal because I don't want Lizzie to worry about me. My dad came back to my room.

"I'm bringing you to your Aunt's, I told her it'd be best for you to stay there for the night" he said and I nodded.

Aunt Linda, my mom's sister, lives one street away from us so it isn't that far. I'm used to being brought there, every time my mom gets mad at me when I was young, my dad would usually bring me to my Aunt.

To be honest, Aunt Kinda felt more like a mom to me than Lilian. I packed my things that I would need for the night.

"Hi how are you?" My Aunt asked as my dad brought my things into her house. "I'm fine" I said as I gave her a soft smile.

"I'll see you tomorrow" My dad said as he drove away. "Let's go in?" My Aunt asked, "can I stay out here for awhile?" I asked and she nodded.

She went in and I sat down first. I was lost in my deep thoughts as I saw a car pull up in front of the house.

I rub my eye to clear my eyes from tears, it's Ag's car, what is she doing here??

She got out and walked over to me, "hey" she said, "what are you doing here?" I asked, "I was driving around and I saw you sitting here" she answered.

"What are you doing here? This isn't your house" Ag asked, "it's my Aunt's place" I answered and she nodded.

"You cried?" Ag asked "how did you know?" I asked "your eyes are puffy" Ag answered as she pointed at them.

"Wanna talk about it?" Ag asked and I shook my head, I still kinda feel awkward for what happened yesterday.

She did apologize but yeah we never really talked about it again. "If you need someone to talk to I'm here" Ag said.

"Y-you wanna come in?" I asked hesitantly and she just nodded. We both entered the house and I look around to find my Aunt.

"Auntie Linda, my friend is here if that's okay" I said as I saw her sitting by the kitchen counter, "it's more than okay" She replied with a smile.

"Uhm, let's go to my room" I said and lead the way, "you have a room here?" Ag asked from behind me.

"I'm usually here so my Aunt decided to give me a room here" I explained. I sat on my bed and Ag followed beside me.

"So.. wanna tell me why you cried?" Ag asked, "it's just.... it's not a big deal" I answered trying to avoid the question.

"You know my personal problems, I think it's fair if you tell me yours" Ag said and I felt guilty, she's actually right.

"It's.... my mom is... kinda abusive" I said. "W-why?" Ag asked. "She's been abusive ever since I was young actually" I said.

"In fact my older sister, Lizzie, is her favorite daughter" I explained, "o-oh, h-how are you and your sister?" Ag asked hesitantly.

"She's actually.. uhm.. she passed away a few months ago" I said and tears formed in my eyes, "I'm sorry to hear that" Ag said as she put her hand on top of mine.

"My mom blames me for it" I added. Ag stayed silent, she probably didn't know what to say.

She leaned my head on her shoulder though which I found comforting. "Is that why you hurt yourself?" Ag asked.

"Yeah" I answered, "Ag, c-can you keep this a secret" I said. "Of course I will, just keep my problems a secret too" she said.

"You can count on me" I said, "you and your sister are close aren't you?" She asked, she probably saw our pictures in my room.

"Yes, she was a best friend to me" I said "but I'm the reason why she's gone" I said and sat up straight.

"She knows I have a boyfriend and decided to keep it a secret for me but there was a night where she walked in on me and my boyfriend.... uhm doing things couples would do, I begged her not to tell mom and dad but she did" I explained.

"I got upset and ran out of the house when I found out she told our parents" I added, "so you're not a v-virgin?" Ag asked.

I shyly nodded, "Don't worry I'm also not one" Ag said and looked me in the eye, I awkwardly looked away.

"You still feel awkward about that kiss, do you?" Ag asked, "kinda" I answered.

"Sorry about it, I just felt miserable" Ag said and I nodded in reply, "so if I also felt miserable, I can kiss you?" I asked only as a joke.

"If that's what would make you feel better go ahead" Ag said as she smirked, my heart skipped a beat hearing what she said.

There's just something in her that makes me feel weird like in a good way, I just can't explain this feeling.

"I— I'd.... rather do your schoolwork" I said as an excuse and she just chuckled. "You're cute when you stutter" Ag said.

I feel nervous right now and I don't know why, "I- I'll just get something to eat, do you want anything in particular?" I asked.

"I thought food is already in front of me" Ag said and I gulped looking away. Shit I think I'm blushing, I just felt my cheeks heating up.

"Water will do" Ag said as I snapped back, she smiled as she knew I was blushing. "O- okay" I said as I quickly stepped out of my room.

Whatever this feeling she gives me, I kinda like it. I just don't know what it is and I'm beyond confused about what I feel towards her.

To be continued

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