𝒜𝒯𝐸𝐿𝒪𝒫𝐻𝒪𝐵𝐼𝒜 (AgxReader fanfic)

Chapter 9: 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈

Y/N's POV

I'm sitting in my room right now just staring at nowhere, my dad didn't allow me to go to school today after what happened yesterday.

I decided to go to the kitchen to get something to drink, as I closed the refrigerator and turned around I saw my mom holding a knife.

She's scaring me right now, she doesn't look okay or she doesn't seem like herself. "M-mom?" I asked.

"You should have just stabbed yourself" She said "just kill yourself already!" She raised her voice,
"Lilian!" My dad shouted as he came in the house.

He pulled mom to their room making her drop the knife to the floor. I actually wish I did just stab myself.

I stood there just staring at the knife that was left on the floor. "Y/N" my dad said that made me snap back.

"I need to bring your mom to a mental hospital" my dad said and I looked at him in disbelief. I watched them leave while I was sitting by our porch somehow I felt relieved that I wouldn't worry about going home and receive hurtful words from my mom.

I'm still worried for Lilian because she's my mom after all, I looked down on my feet and started to tear up.

"Need a friend?" I look up to see who asked and I see Ag. I felt speechless for a moment, I didn't expect her to be here at the time I actually need her.

"Why are you here?" I asked, "I'm sorry" She said, I stood up and invited her in the house so we could talk there.

"Y/N I'm really sorry" Ag spoke up as I handed her a glass of water. "It's okay but how about your reputation?" I asked.

"I just realized you're too important to me, and I don't wanna let you go just for my reputation" Ag said which made me look at her.

"What made you realize this?" I asked "Mia" She answered. "Y/N I'm willing to do anything just so you could forgive me" Ag added.

"I forgive you" I simply answered and her eyes widened looking surprised with what I said. "Why are you so surprised?" I asked.

"I just didn't think you'd forgive me that easily" Ag said, "I also enjoy having as my friend Ag" I said and gave her a soft smile.

I texted my dad letting him know that I have a friend in the house. "Here you go" I said as I handed the popcorn to Ag.

We're watching a romantic movie, I don't know why but Ag said she was in the mood for some romance.

I sat down beside her and I got chills when my hand brushed against hers. I could only gaze at her at that moment, my heart just started beating fast and I don't know why.

"Want some popcorn?" Ag asked as she shifted her eyes on me, we looked into each other's eyes for a few seconds until Ag realized.

"Uhm.. popcorn?" Ag asked again but I just watched how her lips moved. Ag waved at me and I realized what I was doing, I feel embarrassed.

"Huh.. uh.. y-yeah" I answered hesitantly then she handed me the popcorn.

  
"I forget my fears when I'm with you" a character in the movie said and in the corner of my eye I saw Ag look at me.

She then looked back to what we are watching and suddenly there is a make out session that flashed in front of our eyes.

We started getting awkward "Uhm.. d-do you wanna.. uhm, I'm going to the bathroom" Ag said as she quickly stood up and walked out.

Ag walked back to the living room, "I forgot to ask where the bathroom is" Ag said which made me chuckle in my head as I found her cute.

"The first door to your right" I answered and she nodded before she walked away.

This is the first time I've felt this happy after my sister died. I really enjoy it when Ag is around, I'm just scared to lose her.

I almost lost her because of her reputation but right now I wanna prove to her that I'm not letting anything else break what we have now.

It's like I'm slowly falling for her and I'm scared of this feeling. I'm a friend to her, I know that someone is already in her heart and I am not the one in it.

"I'm back" Ag said as she sighed when she sat down. I looked at Ag and I felt like crying, I didn't know why but maybe it's because of what I thought about earlier.

I need to stay true to myself even if I'm scared I'm ready to admit that I, Y/N Taylors, has deeply fallen in love with Annagrace Mcdaniel.

"I feel like I'm melting" Ag said which made me realize I was still looking at her. I gave her a 'what do you mean' look.

"You've been staring at me like... ever since the movie started" Ag said and feel really embarrassed and speechless.

I wish the couch could swallow the whole of me. She actually knows that I've been looking at her. How do I answer her?? Shit can I just like pretend I didn't hear anything.

"I'm starting to feel like I'm the movie" Ag spoke up again that made me gulp, I really don't know what to do I'm fvcking shaking.

"I— I wasn't... looking at you..at all" I said and I'm pretty sure she isn't convinced with the sound of that.

"Tell me Y/N" Ag said, "t-tell you what?" I stuttered again. "Tell me you like me" Ag said and I'm frozen at that very moment.

Is she a mind reader or what?? I'm literally sweating right now. "Uhm.. I don't" I said hesitantly.

"I'm hurt, I thought you like me as a friend" Ag answered as she pouted at me. "Oh uhm.. well of course I like you as a friend" I answered.

Ag smirked as she sees me looking tensed at what's going on. "You could have said tell me you like me as a friend" I said and she rolled her eyes.

"I mean if you don't like me why are you so tensed?" Ag asked and I'm left speechless...
This is when I'm ready to end my life.

To be continued