I barged into the house and good thing my dad isn't home yet, Mia drove me home and I was crying the whole time.I ran up to my room and sat behind the door as soon as I closed it. "Y/N, do you need someone to talk to?" Mia asked after she knocked on the door.
"Mia I'm fine, I want to be by myself" I answered. "Okay but I'll just be downstairs if you need anything" Mia said and I heard her footsteps go away.
Sometimes I'm really thankful I met Mia because she really care for me and Ag, she's not biased with anyone when a problem shows up.
It doesn't mean Ag is her friend she always tolerates her wrong doings, Mia is a great friend but right now I'm completely broken.
I don't even know how I could explain what I saw earlier. It's what I'm scared of happening, I'm scared that if Paige would come back I'm nothing against her.
Ag loved her so much and there is not reason why Ag would not fall in love with her again. Paige has it all, she's pretty, I'm sure she has a good personality, and now she has the money.
Money was the only thing Paige ever needed to fix their problem.
Paige is starting to have a good reputation now and I know Ag said she doesn't care about the reputation anymore but why would she settle with me??
I received knock on my door, "Y/N, Ag is here" Mia said.
I opened the door and I see Ag behind Mia, "come in" I said and Ag did, Mia went downstairs again as I closed the door.
"I'm sorry, I know you saw us kissing but I didn't kiss her back" Ag started, I want her to explain but feel so hurt and angry and I hate this, why does it have to feel like this??
"But you didn't resist it" I said and she couldn't say a word after I said that which made me feel so weak.
"You still love her Ag" Tears started flowing down my cheeks again as I said that. She looked at me with pain written all over her eyes.
"I'm sorry Y/N" Ag said very softly that it came out like a whisper.
"So you still do?"
"Y/N I—"
"Tell me Ag...if you still love her... just tell me" I said as I was sobbing in between my words.
"Y/N I don't!" She exclaimed, "I don't love her anymore" Ag added.
I fell down on my knees as I felt really weak, I'm filled with mixed emotions. I felt relieved from what I heard but there are things that are easy to say but hard to do.
Love is one of this things, it's easy to say that you love the person but can you show it? You can also say you don't love the person but when you are faced with the situation can you stand by what you said?
Ag kneeled in front of me and pulled me into her to hug me. "I'm so sorry Y/N, I didn't mean to hurt you" she said as I continued crying.
"I'm scared to lose you" I said and she hugged me tighter, "you won't" Ag assures me and I grabbed onto her shirt to hug her back.
"I love you" Ag said and left a kiss on my forehead, "I love you too" I said. "but can I have space?" I asked and Ag pulled away from the hug.
She looked at me and I could see she's worried, "I'm going to be fine" I said, "I just need time for myself" I added to assure her.
"Ok just remember that I'm just yours" Ag said and I nodded. She stood up and went out of my room. Right now I know Ag is mine but I couldn't stop my tears from flowing down.
Ag's POV
I went downstairs as I wiped my tears off. I feel really bad and I'm hurt seeing that I've given Y/N so much pain in seeing me and Paige kissing.
I saw Mia kissing at the couch so before I left I went to her, "Mia"
"Ag, you fvcked up"
"I know and I've explained myself to Y/N but she needs space" I started, "right now I am going to give her the space she needs and Mia I just want you to be there for her"
"But Ag you need me as well, I'm your best friend"
"I know but I could take care of myself, Y/N needs a friend like you right now so please be there for her" I explained and Mia nodded in response.
"Thank you" I said and Mia hugged me before I left Y/N's house.
To be continued
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