When Life Gives You Monica

Chapter TWO

Now to take you through the fun and toxic part of my life. I'll start off with boyfriend number one, Tyler. You guys still remember him right? The virgin breaker? The first longest relationship ever? Yes, him. How we met is such a funny story to be honest. A dating site, we met on a dating site called CuteCouplesMatch.com which i call CCM in short because i am one lazy girl that sometimes can't even move her lips in the morning because it requires so much energy that i usually don't have in the morning. Okay, back to the story. Tyler, the fist ever guy I've dated with long ginger hair, dark coffee eyes and long nails. By then, long nails had always been the biggest turn on for me & the angels of Heaven granted me a guy that ticked the most important box of them all. My favourite feature on Tyler's face had to be his lips with a colour of sweet pink that reminded of of cotton candy because not only were his lips pink, his lips were also soft and sweet because of the cherry lip balm he would apply & each time he would press his lips against my lips, it felt like a trip to Wonder Land. Ohh, that always gave me goosebumps because everything i did with him was always my first time. At that time, i was 16yrs and Tyler was 18. Tyler and i had been in a relationship for 3 years by the time i turned 19. I wish my words of "I've been in a relationship for 3 years" would come with a smile on my face, but it didn't. Although there were happy moments, the distance between us kinda ruined what we had going on, but that didn't stop us from continuing with the relationship anyway. Me being in a relationship with a guy i met online didn't sound right according to my friends, especially now that Tyler and i had been dating for a year. Oh well, according to me we were because all the thing's he would say to me would make me feel alive as if the dead garden inside of me had started growing a new garden  with Lillie's growing too, which were my favourite flowers. So there's no way a catfish could make someone feel this way right? I woke up one morning with a feeling in my gut that i should tell my online "boyfriend" that we should meet up since we had been planning our meet up for months now. Hours went by, with a blue tick on the message i had sent Tyler. My anxiety started kicking in, it felt like 1000 thoughts crossed my mind in less than thirty minutes. Will he respond? Were my friends right? Did i say something wrong? Is he real? Is he a catfish? Thought, after thought... i decided to start cleaning because that's the only way i calm down my anxiety and to get my mind of things. I decided on a playlist that mostly had Frank Ocean's song because i must say, i felt sad over the fact that my so called "online boyfriend" was ignoring me. Most of you guys must think i was being a bit too much but hey, I'm a Leo that's wayy too clingy. So do you blame me? Hours passed with no response. Just when i was about to take a nap, my phone starts buzzing. I was scared of unlocking my phone and see who sent me a text because all i had in my mind was excuses and disappointments because that's how some women classify men right? I finally get the courage to see who texted me and to my surprise, TYLER FINALLY TEXTED MEE! Not only did he text me, he also agreed on us meeting up. So we both set a time, date and a place which we'll meet at. We set a date as early as the end of January which was a week from now, although i was nervous the thought of me being able to feel Tyler physically calmed down my nerves.