The Suicide - Frerard

The brawl bewteen ex boyfriends

Warning!! self harm mentions!!

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Gerard sighed when he was sitting on his bed and he received a text from Frank.

F:Meet me in my backyard.

Gerard huffed.

G:for?

F:To talk.

G:I don't wanna fucking talk to you rn okay?

F:Pls? ;c

G: fine whatever.

F:Ok.

Gerard slapped on his sneaks, he opened his door, walking to his front door and ignoring his slumped over with a beer in his hands. Gerard's surprised he can even pay bills, with his fucked up job he has.

He slammed the door and walked all the way around to Frank's backyard.

He sighed when he saw Frank standing in the center of it.

"You home alone?" Gerard asked questionably, Frank nodding bitting his lower lip.

"Yea--yea yea they're um, they're al gone."Gerard smirked.

"So where's your shitty brother hiding? Is he anywhere around here?"

Frank made a questioned and confused face. "Wait what?"

"I'm honestly just wondering. You here to sabotage me or something?"

"No Gerard, I--fuck, I'm not here to sabotage you or hurt you alright, I just wanna talk to you about some things. Will you stop being a dick to me?"

"Things like how you set up your brother to jump me just because sex didn't go your fucking way? Also you we're a dick first so.."Frank ran his hands through his hair.

"Listen, that wasn't me."

"Then who do you think did it?"

"I don't know but it wasn't me! Maybe Bob fucking unlocked my room door in some way and locked at your number snd typed it into his, I just really don't fucking know okay.You know he had had it out for me and you for a long time."

Gerard thought for a moment before shaking his head, resisting the thought.

"After the way you after towards me I can't believe that"

"Listen brother believe what you want to believe, i'm telling you the truth, i'm not a bold face liar. And yes i'm over the hole dad bullshit."

Gerard went soft for a moment.

"I just wanted to talk Gee.."Frank went to walk away but Gerard's disorder kicked in at the wrong moment.

Gerard way kicked his back, making Frank fall face first to the ground

"Don't fucking walk away from me asshole!"Frank's eyes widened.

"Gee, what the hell bro!"Frank said defensively, it threatened Gerard a little.

"You wanna fucking go man!"Gerard was livid.

"Gerard stop!"

Gerard kicked him on the ground, stomping him, Frank grabbed his leg and twisted it and making him fall flat on his back, earning a bloody scream come from Gerard, after all the things Gerard's been through, this was his breaking point.

Frank straddled him and threw punch after punch, Gerard blocked his punches the best he could, he grabbed Frank by his hair and tried scratching his face from the side.

Gerard rolled on top of him landing his hardest blows.

It felt like Gerard's gums was throbbing.

"I fucking- Agh!"Gerard yelled when he got kicked in his chest by Frank, sending him flying.

They both got up quickly and tackled one another.

"Fuck you! Mother fucker!"

"No fuck you! Bitch!"

They struggled with their balance, Frank punched Gerard square in the jaw, this caused tears to form in Gerard's eyes, then Gerard swung his punch, landing it on Frank's cheek.

This caused Frank's eyes to water up.

The stinging or the pain didn't hurt them, what hurt them was that they we're hurting each other.

Frank then tackled Gerard to the floor, grabbing his wrist and holding him down, Gerard stopped struggling, and so did Frank.

They starred at each other's eyes, a tear from Gerard's eyes fell as well as Frank's. They're tears connecting to be one.

Not even a second went by until their lips meant.

This was no longer about getting caught while making love or even about Bob and his threats. It was if they're love would even survive.

They made out for a few minutes, they couldn't stop, even their tongues hurt. Gerard groaned finally pushed Frank off and got up, marching away in a fit.

All this was really hurting and confusing Frank.

Their hole relationship just started to feel very, un functional.

Frank called after him but when he got no reply he just went home.

Once he got home he ran straight to his room, slamming his door and locking it, he kicked off his shoes snd jumped into his pillow, where he cried for hours, he couldn't believe this was what he was getting out of this relationship. Confusion and physical altercations.

Frank slowly lifted his head up from his wet pillow, missing the sweet sting of the cold blade running through his skinny pale skin, and missing the warmth of hid blood as it gushed out do to the blade.

Gerard on the other hand cried as well, his eyes we're read and his cheeks we're stained with tears, he just decided against crying and went straight to his bathroom.

Once he got under the hot water he hugged himself, feeling his head get soaked, he began to sniffle, but couldn't help himself and put his face into his wet hands, he sobbed, he let his bipolar disorder take control, and his dad never picked up his mad simply because he didn't give a shit about his son. Gerard feels like he screwed everything up with Frank.

He knew Frank would never do anything to hurt him, he and just in his own head, his own bubble where he didn't give any fucks about anything and dodged anyone's words.

Gerard looked over at his razor blade. Maybe pain would help his wounds that he put on himself.

After his cold bloody shower, he put his pajamas on, his new cuts shining through his pale skin, he had no T.V, no cable, just a phone, how he would entertain himself amazed Gerard beyond belief.

He laid in bed with drooping eyes. His phone fell to his chest as his eyes closed shut, falling asleep.

Frank decided he had room for more cuts and did what he needed to do, after his shower to clean off the blood he walked out the shower with a towel and once he entered his room he dropped his towel and locked the door, his naked body.

It was to exhausting to care about clothing and it was his room meaning he can do whatever the fuck he wants to do.

He walked to his bed and laid down, wrapping himself in sheets and calling it a night.

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ANOTHER, horrible chapter for ya'll :D