Teardrops on My Guitar [Ziall] ~On Hold~

Chapter 1

[A/N] Hey so this is my very first fanfic... I hope you guys will like it... I'm not much of a writer and yeah... Sorry for being so awkward.. I shall leave y'all to the story now... /awkwardly waddles away from scene/

[Niall's POV]

I woke up to some loud banging sounds... Today was definitely not gonna be a good day...

"NIALL!!!!! GET YOUR ASS OUT OF BED WE HAVE AN INTERVIEW IN AN HOUR!" I heard Liam shout as he gave my bedroom door one last loud bang. Thank god I locked my doors last night or he'll be in my room doing God know's what to get me up.

I groaned in reply as I slowly rolled out of bed and made my way into the bathroom. Liam is an amazing person and all but he can honestly be so annoying, especially in the mornings.

I quickly stripped out of my boxers and oversized American Eagle sweater as I turned on the shower and jumped in. I didn't bother to wait for the water to get warm and winced as I felt cold liquid making contact with my shoulders and the rest of my skin.

My mind started to wander as I let the water beat down on my body. Firstly to the interview that is going to take place later on... I think it might be with BBC radio.. I hope the host would be someone nice that won't push us too hard for answers or anything. I doubt I'll get asked many questions anyways since I'm always the one being ignored in the group. People mostly wanna find out about Harry or Zayn. Zayn, perfect Zayn.. The dark and mysterious one that everybody wants to find out what's going on in his head.

Well, lucky for me, he has been slowly opening up to me during the past few months. Turns out, he's pretty much just like the rest of us lads, other than the fact that he looks like a greek god and has the whole 'Bradford Bad-boy' act going up. We've actually gotten pretty close if you think about it...

And yeah, if it wasn't obvious enough, I love Zayn. Yes, I, Niall Horan of One Direction am in love with Zayn Malik. What? You must be thinking. How can a guy like another guy? What's wrong with him? And it's his own band-matefor goodness sake. Yeah, I know he's my band-mate and that Zayn is a guy. He also happens to be one of my best mates and my one of my closests friends. I've known him for a little over 2 years now and I can tell you for sure that I am definitely in love with Zayn.

I'm confident that my love for Zayn is not just some heat-of-the-moment kinda thing that 'young people' these days tend to go through a lot. Plus I've known for the longest time that I was more interested in boys that I liked girls. Don't get me wrong, I do like girls, I think they are very sweet and fluffy, but I tend to swing more to the other side... In other words, I'm gay. The only ones who know that I am gay is my mom, Greg, Liam, Simon and my neighbour whom I used to have a crush on when I was like 12.

Judge me if you like. I honestly don't mind if everyone discovered that I was gay but Simon said it would be better if I came out later on because of publicity issues. I really couldn't care less. As long as I get to do what I love doing (singing and playing music), I'm cool. My sexuality is out there for people to discover. It's not like I'm hiding it or anything. I've never denied being gay. I'm proud of who I am.

I quickly stepped out of the shower, shook of some water from my hair and wrapped myself in a fluffy blue towel as I went ahead to brush my teeth and make myself look decent. I don't have to do much as the backstage crew would be picking out my outfits and doing my hair and make up. I do have to brush my teeth though... I doubt Lou Teasedale would be willing to brush them for me..

I grabbed a pair of Calvin Kleins from my drawer and was about to slip into a grey pair of sweatpants when someone burst into my room. I was clearly in shock as a) I do recall locking my door before I went to bed last night, and b) I think that person might be Zayn in nothing but his underwear.