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Sarah was really, really moody and I felt bad about the Wheezie situation so I went to talk to her as Sarah washed her face. I knocked on her door and she screamed "What do you want?" "Wheezie can we talk please?" I replied. "Oh it's you, come in." She said with a change of attitude. "I'm sorry about Sarah, and uh, what you had to witness." She burst out laughing and said "It's alright, I just don't know why I was getting yelled at for it. I couldn't hear anything so I figured she was alone." "It's alright, and it's not your fault," I said, "Sarah has just been going through a lot recently." Wheezie sighed and we could hear Sarah throwing up again. "Hey uh, can I ask you something?" Wheezie said. "Yeah what is it?" I replied. "You didn't get Sarah pregnant right?" "What the fuck Wheezie no, why would you think that?" I replied. "Well I don't know, shes gotten kinda plump you know," she said pacing in a circle, "and she's been throwing up a lot, and now shes super moody." "What are people thinking that?" I asked. "Well I'm thinking that." Wheezie replied. "Well maybe she's just having an intense period." I said. "Did she say that?" Wheezie said with a suspicious face. "No, I'm not gonna ask her that, we're not that close in the relationship yet." I said. "But you're having sex." Wheezie replied. "How do you know that?" "John B, I'm 13 and I'm not dumb." I sighed and said "Wheezie, I beg you not to tell anyone about this right now." "Gotcha." She replied as I left her room. I went back to Sarah and she came out of the bathroom crying again. I gave her a big hug and said "I love you babe." We laid in her bed cuddling, this time trying not to fall asleep and Sarah started crying again and said "I don't know what's going on with me." My heart pounded as I thought about everything, not knowing what was happening. I was starting to get so much anxiety but I didn't want to make Sarah more nervous. And to make matters worse thar weekend Ward made me do so much work I barely had any time with Sarah, and he was monitoring us even more intensely now that he suspected we were having sex.

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