Queen Pin

Taking a break 31

IV's POV

so it's been 3 months since Myah had the babies and I still haven't told Kareem I want to take a break. So to  I'm ganna talk to him and explain explain my reasoning

Kareem: wassup why we need to talk he asked taking off his hat.

Me: I think we need, a break. I said and

Kareem: why we're doing just fine he said sitting up.

Me: it's not about us having problems per say its that I can't focus like I haven't been able to properly full out sing my 4 little verses to Luh Kel son we've been working on it for like 5 months I said and he nodded

Kareem: if you don't want to be with me now, than dont be  with me later just know you always will be my girl no matter who got you at the moment he said throwing his little fit.

ok I need to focus on my carer so I don't care  I thought to myself. But real on the inside I wanted to cry that's what have me the inspiration for my song. I start writing things I feel and tomorrow I'm ganna fix it then jump in the booth. But today I'm ganna check on my god babies.

I drive to Myah's house and park my car. I go inside and see a baby crawling full speak across the floor so I pick him up.

Me: wassup fat man I asked and he smiled and I have him a kiss.

Myah: Zhiyonn were are you it's time to eat eat she said conning out the kitchen with a bottle.

Me: hey Myah we need to talk I said handing the baby to her

Myah: about at she asked

Me: I told Kareem I wanted a break so I can focus more and he said if you don't want to be with me now than you ain't ganna be with me at all but just know you always my girl no matter who you with I told her and she shook her head

Myah: your his first girlfriend that he has officially had since the 10th grade and his girlfriend got pregnant with his best friends baby so he thinks you leaving him to be with another person but in reality your trying to get yah shit together. She said feeding Zhiyonn.

Me: but I don't want it to be over I want it to take a pause until I get completely focussed I told her

Myah: I'll talk to him but don't feel bad cause he ganna be ok at the end of the day he told me

Me: where is my Novia I asked looking around

Myah: she upstairs with her daddy they are inseparable she said

Me: you jealous I asked

Myah: No, I just want to spend time with my.... I mean our daughter she said and I shook my head

Me: imma go get my god baby you stay your jealous ass away I said going upstairs

When I got upstairs and got off the elevator I seen Shawn is sleep with Novia on his chest so I carefully took her off and she start fussing so I start rocking her while going down stairs

Myah: he ain't say nothing about you taking her she asked

Me: No he sleep I said playing.with her

A few minutes later King comes out his note pad and pencil

King: mom I need a screw driver pocket knife a ratchet and a wrench in taking apart my dirt bike and make it faster he said looking over his paper

Myah: you know what you can buy it your self she said

King: but mom I can't work I'm 7 he said