Finally,
he give up on her.
he give up on her who still liking someone from her imagination.
he give up on her who still loving the past before him,
he give up on her who still looking to the other face,not him.
and he give up everything about her.
from now,he don't want to see her face on his timeline.
from now,he walk to the future and move on.
from now,he will looking for someone who love him more than her.
from now,he will never ask for farewell party.
there's nothing should be deal with her.
everything should be erased now.
everything of her shouldn't ruined his life again.
everything was clear.
there's nothing hold him back to her.
they didn't work again.
he look at the night sky and whispers,
"hey you.
you know that we hurt each other by liking but never can be together,
you know that you hurt more than you hurt me,
you know that we didn't work to be Together again,
you know that we shouldn't keep this feeling too much,
it will hurt so good.
and the pain will keep on going haunted in everyday.
let's stop this feeling grown up.
that must be 8 years since we meet at school,
that must be 8 years since we know each other.
seeing you in front of class is the first time i felt something strange in my heart.
but the day i break your heart by saying "let's break up",
maybe i'm too childish and selfish.
we lost contact since then.
and i'm sorry,and keep saying sorry.
maybe we shouldn't call it as miracle when i know that we are meet in the same place again.
i don't know much but that's good to see you again after we break up a long time ago.
it hard to get you again.
it hard but i know i can.
and the problem is on me.
i can't say that we should be together,
cause i don't want to fall in love again.
i know that it will hurt you again to know that you fall for me two or three times.
i looks so confidence , didn't i?
i know it will hurt you so bad.
think that you text me saying like that.
i think the problem still on me.
you can't move on to another one.
and i didn't blame you to liking me.
cause i made you to be like that.
but now,i still can't talk to you or give you the reason why i'm being like this.
liking you are still pop on my mind.
but you should erase me too.
it will be good for you.
and i'm sorry to hurt your feeling.
and i will walk away and erase my footsteps on your social media.
it will make you feel good, and of course good to know you already forget me.
and forgive me for the last mistake that i've done to you.
goodbye."
he's going to his room and close the door,
and the painful smile still on his face.
he hurt her and notice that,so he let her go.
for the good of them own sake.
