≛ nct na jaemin bad boy fanfiction
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started: may 6, 2020
published: june 17, 2020
ended: august 10, 2020
book 2/4 of the sun series, the first collection of 00 liner stories of nct dream by @injunn...
(a/n: i'm sorry for not updating for 4 days, i'll make it up to y'all😔)
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"I was waiting for you to come out of your room to tell me the news but Jaemin ended up telling me", Jaehyun said as he was leaned on the door frame of my new room. "You would've been ecstatic, but you're wearing a frown. Why are you sad?"
Jaehyun sat on the edge of my bed as I just played with my fingers, trying to not think about the letters and of Jisung in general.
"It's nothing", I replied and avoided eye contact.
"It's something", he said. "Is it because of that DNYL member? Jisung was it?"
"How did you know?", I asked.
"We both have love problems", he chuckled. "I guess it runs in the family"
"It's just that, I feel so stupid for not knowing that he liked me for a long time", I said with an upset tone. "I feel bad. I'm the one who made him join. I broke his heart, I—"
"You didn't know", Jaehyun said. "If you didn't break his heart, you wouldn't have gotten close to him. You wouldn't have befriended him"
"You have a point", I said slowly.
"I always have a point", he chuckled.
"But I should apologize, I have to", I said. "I'll apologize to him when I have the chance"
"Goodluck with that then. I'll go first, I'll visit you on Sunday", Jaehyun said as he got up from my bed and headed towards the door. "I know you won't do the same mistakes I did back then"
With that, Jaehyun left my room and the apartment.
"What should I say? How do I apologize?", I questioned myself. "Should I just melt? Can't I just melt into a puddle and disappear?"
I shouted into my pillow, frustrated at the fact that I've hurt someone I was close to.
"If I say I liked him before, it'll only make him more upset", I said. "But if I don't he'll feel gloomy"
I was about to shout into my pillow again but my phone started to buzz. I see the contact and remembered his confession earlier.
"Hello?"
"Hey babe, what are you doing right now? Jaehyun sent me an alarming text so I felt like I did something wrong", Jaemin spoke. "Are you okay?"
"What did he send you?", I asked.
"He said that if you continue to feel bad, he'll make me feel even worse", he replied. "I don't know what he meant"
"I swear to god, you're not even involved in the problem. Why did he have to bring you in?", I was stressed. "It's nothing, I promise"
"I don't want any of us to break a promise", Jaemin said. "Please, I know that we just became official today but I can always be someone you can lean on"
