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Omniscient
Nicholas walked back into the insitution with Miyah. She was attacked by a bear hug from Kayla. Nicholas was attacked by a small hug from Ari. The group awed and snapped them hugging. They covered their faces and walked to class together. Vanessa awed as she walked into the Art class with them. Nicholas sat in the back playing with the brushes as if they were drumsticks.
Ari looked at him and laughed. He stopped trying to be a drummer when the teacher came in and he put the brushes down. He looked at what they were painting and said it looked like shrek on crack. Ari laughed while the teacher shook her head and handed out the rest of the pictures. Nicholas started painting the picture and Ari said it looked nice.
He smiled and said thank you. He didn't know if he liked her or not. He was too scared to ask her, thinking she didn't like him back. Nicholas finished the painting and waited for the bell to ring so he could go to lunch. He was tired of school already.
The bell rung causing him and Ari to run out chasing everyone to be first in line.
Nicholas sat in the English class about to sleep when Ari hit his head. He mugged her and rubbed the back of his head. Ari would either pinch or hit him if he tried to fall asleep. He always mugged her and the teacher laughed. Nicholas just mugged him and looked at the whiteboard trying to understand what he was saying. He just copied Ari's notes down in his book.
He still didn't understand why the teacher was still rambling about the poem when he had heard the last five times. He rolled his eyes annoyed and used his bag as a pillow.
Ari looked at Nicholas and shrugged her shoulders playing with his dreads. She liked to annoy him without reason. He moved his head and almost fell of the desk. Ari laughed while Nicholas mugged her and moved his desk away from her. She laughed even harder causing students to look at them.
They mugged them causing them to turn around.
Nicholas laughed like a crackhead while going back to sleep. English was boring to him and he didn't care about the poems or plays. But he had to pretend like he was interested and act as if he cared.
Nicholas hissed in pain as he cut the blade deeper into his skin. He pretended to be fine when he wasn't. He pretended to laugh when everyone and everything in his life was fucked up. His sister committed suicide, His mother died of cancer and his father abandoned him leaving mentally, emotionally and physically distraught.
His aunt tried to take him in but his uncle refused to let him stay with them, so he ended up here becoming more and more depressed by the day. Nicholas tried to contact his friends but they stopped talking to him and stopped sending letters when they heard he was in the institution. They called him crazy and made fun of him self-harming.
He had nights where he almost successfully committed suicide and days where he cryed himself to sleep.
He didn't see the value in his life once his father and friends left him to become more suicidal than he was already was. His only friend who helped him through the pain was Taymor but he was in solitary for fighting a security guard.
Nicholas stared at the ceiling waiting for death to come knocking on the door.
He was planning to kill himself. Even though he made more friends who cared about him, he was still unhappy. Even though they made him smile he still couldn't have the kind of happiness they had. Even though they always checked up on him he never told his true feelings.
His suicidal thoughts were interrupted by Taymor coming him and packing his things. He hugged Nicholas before walking away to his room. Then there was Nicholas, who felt as lonely as he was when he first came here. He sat on his bed trying not cry.
