I grew up that no one loves me
I started to fake my feelings
Its a fair deal for me to keep safe behind those silhouette
In the dark room that only myself can see the shadow of grief
I can hear my myself whining in front of the mirror
I feel alone
I feel tired
I feel that I am tired of living this life
What's happening to me?
I feel lost
Is this really me?
How did I end up in this kind of situation?
I thought that everything will be fine as time flies
But.....
Nothing change
I just change the way I live
The pain is still here
I hate myself for living this kind of shits
No one wants to listen to my fucking problems
I just mind my own thoughts
For them, my actions are pain in their ass
No one cares
Everyone hates me
End of story.
Authors Note:
This piece the song "Surrender" by Natalie Taylor inspired me.
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The Hidden Poet
PoesiaA compilation of self made poetry that came out from my head during tough times, boredom and specially in time that I'm in love with someone else.