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Forbidden Love - Harry Styles (Part 2)

It's been a week since the party. Things have still stayed the same, one good thing about this world, people stay quiet because they know what's best for them.
Like every other evening for the UV'S, we were relaxing at The Clovers. Truthfully the thing that happened with Harry still bothers me, because I will be honest with you I used to really like Harry before he created his gang. He was actually nice to me and when we were younger we used to hang out. I still kinda do deep down like him but the way he acted was disrespectful plus what would even happen if that were a thing, I mean it couldn't right? He wouldn't actually like me like that anyway, It almost feels forbidden. Mentally rolling my eyes at my thoughts, I focused back to the conversation I was currently having with jade.
    "Y/n earth to y/n!" I blink rapidly realizing I was still in my own thoughts. Jade was snapping her finger in front of my face.
   "Oh sorry girl!" I exclaimed feeling bad for thinking about such a stupid topic in the first place. I mean I know I shouldn't let anyone nor Harry bother me, trust me I don't but there was something about that man that really bugged me. Not just over the fact of what he said about my parents, but how he treats females in general and it's actually disgusting.
    "Yeah y/n/n what's bothering you? You've been getting lost in thought lately, especially after the night of the party..." Alex questioned as the rest of the girls joined in with me and Jade. It was true and I knew they would catch on eventually, but what excuse could I make for my thoughts about Harry.
    "I know... I just. Look I'm going to be honest with you girls Talia and Chloe already kinda know somewhat about this but I guess it's time to tell the rest of you girls..." sighing I began from the beginning, starting from me and Harry being close to him hating me. I also told them about the crush and what he said about my parents making sure not to leave to much out.
"Well that makes sense, how come you've never told us before?" Em question.
" when you, Jade and Alex joined you all saw the hate happening between us. I did not want to bother you guys with my own personal drama I guess, plus it's not like he even likes me anymore anyway.." I sighed. I really hate feeling vulnerable in anyway, especially after my parents death but sometimes it got really hard to cope with by myself and thankfully I did have Tal and Chloe there to help me through it.
"That's okay y/n/n were your family now and you can tell us anything without judgement." Jade said reassuringly.
"Thank you girls, I'm really glad to have you in my life!" We all joined into a group hug, honestly I was really thankful for these girls. I have no idea what would have happened...
"Sooo now that we know that, we all want to know if you still like him?"
"You mean Harry?" They all nodded. "Honestly I did but after everything he put me and you girls through in the past year most of the feelings kinda have disappeared. I mean besides the tiny bit that is still lingering in the back of my mind I guess.." I felt a small blush to form on my checks, I wasn't one to normally feel like this but god what this boy really does to me is insane. I just wish I knew why he stopped being my Friend and is now a complete dick. I remember that day clearly actually.
~Flashback~
This was a few months before my parents death, I was on my way to meet up with Harry at our secret spot; he texted me this morning to come meet him here at around 6. Harry actually grew up down the street from me, we were the only kids that lived on it first. It was always such a great time, I was ten years old when I learned my parents were part of a gang when I finally understood what all that actually was. Not long after I found out Harry's parents were in the same gang as well, but we always stayed pretty close; but that was of course until one day he decided that could be no more.
    I finally made it to the familiar spot to see him already there, but instead of normally sitting he was just standing there looking out over the beautiful pond. "Hi Haz!" I exlclaimed, making me way to him. Once I was next to him I went in for a hug, but he moved out of the way and caused a frown to appear on my face. Now that I could get a good look at his face, it showed no expression. "What's wrong? Did I do something?" I questioned confusedly.
"Actually you did, look we can't talk to each other anymore" me heart felt like it was being shattered into a million pieces, as my frown grew even bigger.
"Wh-What do you mean?..."
"You heared me whore, we can't be friends and I never want to talk to you again!" He exclaimed avoiding my eyes, before I could question him again he walked off. I knew I should have ran after him, but I figured he needed some space. Harry was the sweetest person I knew, and it made no sense as to why he would just cut me out of his life like that.
A few days went by and I tried calling and texting him, only to find out that he had me blocked. It bothered me so much, but I moved on and became friends with Talia and Chloe.
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It took me a little bit to get over him but after the thing with my parents and now running my own gang, I just stopped caring about it. Like I said I do still have feelings for him, but after everything he's said and done most of it kinda subsided.
"Y/n!"
"Huh?"
"Girl you really that hung up on him still?" Alex questioned. I shrugged really not knowing what to say. I'd be lying if I said no, plus the girls can read me really well.
It was around eleven at night, all the girls have left about an hour ago and now it was just me and Em left in the bar. "Are you sure you're okay y/n/n?" She questioned me as I was staring at my almost empty drink. Truthfully I wasn't, the things with Harry kept crossing my mind and I honestly just really missed my parents right now.
"Honestly no I think I'm just having one of those days... I promise I will be fine though" I gave a half reassuring smile. She gave me a concerned look, but knew not to push any further because right now I honestly just need some alone time. "I guess I should be going though so you can close up" she gave a small smile in return and nodded before we said our goodbyes. I made my way out of the bar and towards my car. Getting in, I turned it on and began making my way home. Don't worry I wasn't drinking alcohol.
Ten minute drive later, I was pulled up In-front of my house and into the driveway to park. I looked towards my front door to see a figure sat on the step, wait scratch that Harry freaking styles was sat on my step. I turned off the vehicle and got out making sure to lock the doors "Uhmm what the fuck are you doing here?!" I exclaimed angrily and confused.
"What you're not happy to see me?" I rolled my eyes as I stood in-front of him with my arms crossed.
"Of course not, why would I be happy to see you after all the shit you've done?"
"Well after I heard from a little birdie about some things, I thought I'd come and Uhm... you know apologize..." my eyes grew ten times bigger and a scoff left my mouth.
"Please is this some kind of joke, where's the cameras? Last time I checked Harry styles did not apologize for anything..." I rolled my eyes again, just wanting this to be over with so I could go relax and watch some movies. I really did not need this tonight.
He rolled his eyes at me, before sighing "look can we talk inside?"
"First you are the last person I would ever let in my house, second why can't you talk to me here?" I was getting really agitated right now.
"Fine, look I want to apologize for my behaviour on the night the party and everything else I've said and done..." he looked down, as my arms I crossed and my eyebrows furrowed.
"You're Funny, please how am I supposed to believe that you actually are sorry for all that shit you've said. How am I supposed to believe you are sorry for just cutting me out of your life, with no reason at all and especially after what you said about my parents?! You weren't there and you have no idea what happened!" I was livid, how can this man just stand here and apologize for everything, how am I supposed to believe him after everything he has ever said to me.
"You weren't there either! Look I'm telling the truth, can we please go inside and talk? You only have to listen, if you still don't believe me then you can get rid of me." Sighing, I decided to give him a chance and listen, I just really hope I'm not making a mistake..
    "Fine. You can come in, but if you try anything and I mean anything I won't hesitate." Rolling my eyes, I made my way past him to unlock the front door and let us in. Leading the way to the living room, we sat down on the couch and after what felt like hours he finally spoke.
       "So.... look I know these past two years, haven't been the greatest and especially since we both lost our parents but this has been eating me alive since I left you there at the spot." He let out a breathe, sighing before continuing "the reason for that was because my parents, along with yours got into a huge fight a week before that happened and so my parents did not want us talking ever again."
       I grew very confused by this, "what do you mean? They're we're in the same gang, and they grew up together! What would happen to make them fight?"
      "I'm getting there!" He rolled his eyes "a week before that happened your parents wanted to work with this gang from Italy, but they were known for doing the worst stuff imaginable. They murdered thousands of people and have made millions of dollars from selling drugs. Your parents thought it would be a huge benefit for all of them, but my parents were not very keen on the idea. That was because if anything happened, they wouldn't take long finding their gang and we'll you know kinda what happened." He took a pause "ignoring my parents words, they went and made a deal with them anyway. Just around the time of the incident, something happened to some of the supply they shipped to our parents. They instantly blamed them and well you know what happened next... so the whole reason my parents didn't want me to continue talking to you, was because of the fact they wanted to try to keep us safe. Thankfully the gang had no idea they had kids either because honestly we wouldn't be here."
     I swallowed honestly not having any idea what to say, I mean how do you honestly respond to that....
"What about everything you said and done, what about the thing you said about my parents?"
   "Well the only way I could suppress my feelings and not feel to bad for just cutting you out of my life like that. Honestly It's been bugging me everyday, I know it wasn't your moms fault and it wasn't yours either. The night of the party I was so drunk, I barely remember what happened but after Jason explained it to me, I felt so terrible.."
     I sat there shock, I knew Harry for a long time and even though we had a fall out, I could honestly tell that right now he was telling the truth "wow... so you really feel bad?."
     He shook his head, a sad and worried expression held on his face "y/n the moment my parents told me I had to stop all contact with you was the worst day of my life, I mean besides their death. What I'm trying to say is Im sorry y/n for everything, and Uhm.. I love you."
     My eyes grew wide, "w-w-What?"
     "Y/n I've been in love with you sense we were fourteen, I mean I still am. The night of the party I really did want to kiss you, but I did not want to force you in anyway. So I'm sorry, I just hope you can forgive me for all of it?" My mind filled with even more thoughts, but one stood out the most Harry loves me... do I still love him? Of course I do I  always will deep down I always imagined me and Harry ending up together, but that was a dream and I never thought it could ever become a reality. I knew he was telling the truth though. Harry never admitted the truth often but he always did with me, it was that one time he never really gave me a honest answer. The fact that he came here late at night and just to tell me the truth, he really wasn't lying.
      "Harry I still love you too, that's why everything you've ever said and done hurt me so much. After everything happened with you and my parents, I just kept all feelings bottled up but honestly the feelings for you have never left..." I felt a blush form upon my checks, I can't believe I did that.
      "Really?!" He grew such a big smile, something I haven't witnessed in so long. I nodded in response, still feeling really nervous. Harry was the only person that ever made me nervous, and worried about anything I've done. "Y/n can I kiss you?" He asked skeptically. For the baddest guy around, he is actually the sweetest and I'm kinda glad to see that again.
    "Yes" I slowly nodded, as he began to move closer to me and I moved closer to him. Our lips finally connected, creating the most amazing feeling ever. We finally moved away after forcing myself, so we could breathe.
    "Y/n I truly am sorry for everything, can I make it up to you by taking you out on a date?" My face lit up even more, I shook my head and his face lit up even more. Damn you Styles.