Celebrity Imagines *Requests Open*

Happier - Liam Payme

This imagine is based off the song happier by Ed Sheeran, was listening to this song when the idea popped in my head and as sad as it is I really like this imagine.

*Liam Payne's POV*
Its been three weeks since she left. Three weeks since she shattered my heart. I know it should be over I mean, what man let's a girl ruin his life. That was the thing though she wasn't just some girl. She was the love of my life. It wasn't her fault, we barely had time together. I was touring the world, being in the biggest boy band and she was in university. How could it work, I wanted it to work, I really did but now it's no more. She's just gone.
I would honestly give you the day, but I truly don't  know anymore. Just like any other day for the past few weeks I was just sulking around my home in London. Thankfully she broke up with just after I got back from tour, so I didn't have to perform in such a state. Only Niall knows what happened, so he's been coming to check up on me every once in a while.
Today he texted that he was stopping by, I love the mate but right now I just needed to be alone. It was a little around 7pm and I knew Niall would be here very soon. I was currently laid on the couch In my apartment, in the same shirt and shorts that I've had on for the past few days. Disgusting right?! I just don't see the point in it anymore, I mean why would I get cleaned and dressed if there's no reason too. Lost in my own thoughts; which was a daily battle lately. I didn't even realized that Niall had walked in.
"Mate? LIAM!" I jumped and finally came to realization that Niall was stood in front of me, with what looked like to be take out food; The usual to be exact.
"Huh?" Raising my eyebrow and finally giving him my attention.
"Look at you mate, not to sound rude but you look horrible" I rolled my eyes, as he took a spot next to me on the couch and laid the food on the table.
"Thanks for the encouragement Ni"
"Liam I know it's been tough, but I think you honestly need to clean up and get outside." He suggested and began digging into the Luke-warm Chinese food, I sighed in satisfaction. "Uh did you hear me?" Asked an annoyed Niall.
    "Yes. I. did" I spoke through bites.
    "And?"
     "I think. It's a. Terrible idea." Swallowing the bit of food I continued. "What if I go out and I see her with her new man? I mean besides what's the point of going out anyway? I have no reason to."
    Niall rolled his eyes at this but what do you expect? I don't know if I could honestly handle seeing y/n; especially if she's with the new guy she's been seeing.
    "Oh come on mate... the chances of you seeing her are very slim, plus I was going to see if you wanted to go to the pub down the road? You know y/n she doesn't like going out all that much, so I doubt you will even see her! Please Li you need to move on, this is not good for you at all." He argued back.
   "I don't know ni..." I was hesitant. There's always a chance and I couldn't handle myself if I did see her. I know I'm not over her, so If I do see y/n I won't be able to control myself. 
   "Please Liam, look I won't ask you again and if something does happen then we can leave immediately. I'm just really worried about you mate, this is not good for your health..." he sighed worriedly. Trust me I felt bad, I hate making my best friend worry about me. It's just so hard to lose the girl I loved, still am completely in love with. She was my everything. I just can't picture my life without her in it.
     Sighing I decided maybe this might be for the best, maybe I should try going out and easing my mind. Thinking constantly has definitely worn me down completely, so maybe this will help. Maybe everything will be fine.. I try to reassure myself before replying to Niall "fine Ni. Just for a little bit though." Next thing I know he's really excited, hopping off the couch and leading me to my room.
      Hour and a half later I was showered, cleaned and dressed(by myself of course). "Alright Niall I'm ready.." I rolled my eyes as I stood in-front of him; who was sat on the couch.
    "Now there's my sexy man Liam" he winked jokingly. I light-heartedly laughed just trying to be happy, as half my mind wanted to stay home and the other half worried about what was going to go down at the pub.
  "Come on now, before I changed my mind" I groaned, before grabbing my shoes and putting them on; after grabbing my phone, keys and wallet. We walked out of the apartment and once I locked it, we headed down to the Uber, that was waiting for us.
    Once at the pub we got out of the Uber and began our way towards the entrance. It didn't look to crowded about twenty to thirty people though from my guess. I began to worry again, but I tried to push it to the side for Niall. We walked inside and the smell of beer, cigarettes and body order filled my nose. The pub was dimly lit, a few lights scattered here and there, with one long one above the bar. There wasn't any recognizable people, so it eased a bit of stress. "Come on lets go get a pint!" Niall exclaimed, before dragging me off to what assumed was the bar.
    Niall ordered our drinks as I observed more of my surroundings. Couples every so often amongst single men and woman, the occasional creep and just other random groups of friends. I didn't notice y/n, so it eased more of the stress. "Here mate, drink up you look like you need it!" Niall laughed, handing me a pint of beer. I rolled my eyes as I began drinking some. This was going to be a long night..
An hour has passed, Niall was talking to some random girl and I was just sat at the edge of the bar sipping on my drink. I know Niall wanted me to try and have fun but it's so hard to when all you can think about is her. Y/n was special and I will never be able to find anyone like her. I don't want to find anyone else, I just wanted her back. I continued my observation, taking sips of my drinks every so often.    
That's when I saw her. There stood in a tight dark blue dress was y/n smiling and dancing with who I assumed was her new boyfriend and friends. My heart stopped and I froze In time. I knew it. I knew she would be here and I know I shouldn't have came. My stomach dropped and my heart began to hurt. It made me jealous seeing her laughing and enjoying things without me. Seeing how much happier she looks with him. I felt like I just got hurt all over again. I was so lost in thought I didn't realize our eyes had connected. Everything around me stopped and froze in time, she continued dancing as she gave me a small apologetic smile. I wanted to move, to turn away but I couldn't. My body was froze and tears began to fill my eyes. I did not want to be weak, but it was so hard watching the girl I love looking happier and it wasn't because of me.