Little (ON HOLD)

BLUE

M Y. T U M M Y. F E E L S. W E I R D

Tuesday
August 15, 2020
5:46 pm

I opened my eyes with a yawn. I went to get up but Bryan's arm kept me trapped against his chest. I quirked an eyebrow in confusion. I didn't remember cuddling with him.

"Bryan." I whispered, pushing against his chest. He grumbled something. "Bry." I tried again. He let out a deep groan and moved both of his hands to my hips.

"Woah," I gasped. My eyes widened. We've never did this before but I didn't dislike it. I just-

Bryan groaned again, this time moving his hips upward. "Bryan. Bryan!" I called out. The weird feeling in my tummy was making me uncomfortable. He mumbled out a 'huh', slowly sitting up.

"What's wrong?" He asked. His hands moved from my waist and I got off the bed. I stood there playing with my fingers as his tired eyes looked at me patiently.

I didn't know what to tell him. Hell, I didn't even know what was going on with my own body.

"I- Um. I had to pee." I said eventually, surely with a blush on my face. He gave me a nod before turning over. I quickly scurried to the bathroom, closing and locking the door. I hopped on my bathroom counter and let out a small sigh.

What the fuck was going on? First, I don't remember half of the day. Then I wake up to my best friend grinding against me, not to mention I got friend rejected earlier. I just don't know what to make of today.

A knock sounded at the door. "I have to piss." Bryan said. His voice was still rough and groggy from our nap. I giggled before putting a fake pout on my face. "But I'm peeing. Use the main one." I whined.

Another knock came to the door. "C'mon, west. I'm not going all the way downstairs to pee." I let out a dramatic groan before opening the door. "You're welcome." I went to brush pass him and go back into my room, but he grabbed my arm. "Did something happen?" I panicked slightly. "Um, no. Why would you ask?"

He looked at me weirdly before letting me go. "Why are you leaving then? It's nothing you've not seen before." He said with a slight grin. I looked down with a blush. Is he-

Without warning, he pulled out his lower half. "Bry! That was so uncalled for!" I immediately covered my eyes. I heard him let out a loud laugh. I pouted. "It's not funny. You're disgusting."

I quickly walked out, shutting the door behind me. I plopped onto my bed and let out a silent scream into the covers. I just want to know what's happening right know because-

I sighed before turning over. Might as well watch tv while my life spirals out of control. I looked towards the device and sesame street was playing. "When did you turn on elmo?" Bryan stepped out of the bathroom with a yawn.

He shrugged, getting in bed. "Sometime before our nap." I hummed out a reply, scrolling through the channel guide. He moved closer to me and put his head on my lap. I let out a small smile as I began to play with his hair.

"Ugh," He groaned. "Choose something already. It's driving me insane." He had turned over and pressed his nose into my stomach. I giggled. "I'm trying. Now SpongeBob or-"

"SpongeBob. No question." He mumbled against my hoodie. "SpongeBob it is." I clicked the icon and put the remote down once it started up. I focused on the yellow sea creature, still absentmindedly caressing Bryan's head.

I sat there for a moment, mesmerized by the adventures of the sea creatures. That was until I thought of my mom. "Shoot." I said to myself. I didn't call her after school. I went to get up and find my phone but Bryan instinctively tightened his grip around me.

"What now?" His muffled voice groaned into my stomach. "Forgot to call mom and I-" He shook his head against me, lifting himself from my lap. He went into my hoodie pocket and nonchalantly threw the phone on the bed. "There."

"Thanks." I went to give him a smile but he had already laid back into my lap. I let out a giggle and settled for playing in his hair. I used my other hand to dial mom.

"Sweetie, is that you?" She sounded worried. "Yes, mom." I said with a slight chuckle. "Wesley, I've been so worried. I called at 3 and you didn't answer. I-"

"Mom, I'm fine." I reassured her. "Me and Bryan just took a nap is all." She let out a heavy sigh. "Still, Wesley. You know how worried I get when you don't check in." I looked down, focusing on Bryan's hair.

"Yeah, I know." I mumbled. "Well, sweetheart. I'll call again in the morning." Her lighthearted voice made me smile a bit. "Love you, mom."

"Love you too, dear." The dial tone sounded and I put the phone down. I let out a sigh, still focused on Bryan's brown locks. I missed mom. I hated being away from her like this. I know why she moved me out but without Bryan, I was so alone.

Bryan stirred in my lap, laying so I could see his whole face. "Are you finally waking up?" I asked him. I tried to sound happy but my voice was scratchy again. "You're crying again." He said, sitting up.

As I looked at him, I noticed a stray tear against his cheek. I probably did it when he was still laying down. "I'm sorry." I whimpered, looking down at my hands.

He wrapped his arms around me, bringing me into a tight hug. "You have nothing to be sorry for." I pressed my head into his neck and let out a sob. He rubbed my back as I leaned into him.

I stopped crying after a while. I was just so tired. We stayed in the same position, Bryan rubbing my back as I snuggled into his neck. "Can we sleep now?" Bryan said eventually. I nodded into his neck.

He went to let go but I hugged him tighter. "Don't let go." I told him softly. "Um, okay." He stumbled. He shifted us so that we were laying down. My arms were still around his neck with my leg draped over his torso.

His hands moved to where the hoodie had risen up. I giggled at the warmth. "Night." He mumbled into my stomach. My stomach growled in response and Bryan let out a groan. He got out of bed with a stretch.

"Bry!" I whined at the lost of heat. "Let's go eat something." I pouted before grabbing his outstretched hand. "Okay."