My Everything

I Still Love

Ariana's POV

I ran out of Nathan's house. Jen and Liz caught up to me and took me back to the hotel. Except I got a new room that was far from Nathan's. Me and Nathan used to stay on the 3rd floor with Scooter,room 512. The girls and I got a room on the 7th floor which was room 914. I didn't want to face Nathan again, so I told the doorman not to tell anyone what room I stayed in. We started back to our new room.

"Hey, its okay. It won't be that bad without Nathan."

"YES, it will. I love Nathan and no one else."

"Girl, he cheated on you."

"I ignored her and unlocked the door.

I was currently in my room with the girls, sobbing. They always make me feel so much better. I thought back to how Nathan said he loved me. He's such a big liar. Even after I saw him kiss Dionne right infront of me, he still said he loved me. I knew these things were too good to be true. I was bawling my eyes out, thinking about Nathan. While Nathan was probably thinking about Dionne Bromfield.

"It's okay Ari. You'll find another guy better than Nathan or even Jai. " Jen said soothingly.

"No! There's no other guy like Nathan, and there never will be!"

"Then why did he break your heart?"

Lizzie asked me. I looked straight into her eyes, and then at the floor.

"I don't know."I said, and continued to cry.

"Come on girl, we've got to get out of this hotel." Jen said getting up from the couch, holding out her hand for me to take.

"I don't wanna go anywhere, I just wanna cry about Nathan. Where are we going any way?"I said standing up.

"Places. You need to get Nathan off of yoir mind for at least 5 minutes." Lizzie said pulling me out the door.

I had 25 missed calls and 16 messages in my inbox. They were all from Nathan. I wasn't ready to face Nathan. I denied his calls, but read all of his texts and voice messages.Some of his texts were:

Hey, Ariana please answer my calls.

Ariana, I really didn't mean to hurt you.

I don't love Dionne I promise you. Please come back.

Ari, please just give me a chance there's a logical explanation for this.

I love you Ariana.

That last one broke me into pieces.

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Jenny and Lizzie took me to Bots, inside out Burger, the mall, and we went to see the movie Annie. But every time we went somewhere, something always reminded me of Nathan. Red sofas reminded me of our first date when he scattered beautiful red rose petals on the grass. The perfumery reminded me of Nathan's sweet smell. The makeup store(which contained lipstick) reminded me of the sweet taste of Nathan's soft lips.

"It's no use. I can't stop thinking about him! "I said giving up.

"Thinking about who?" Jennet asked.

"Spongebob. NATHAN! Isn't he the reason why we're even here in the first place?"I said being sarcastic.

"Oh, I know. I just hoped that if I pretended I didn't know him, you would too."she said.

"We should go. There's no point in staying here. Her mind is defeating our purpose."said Liz.

"Well, we tried. Let's go."Jen said as we walked out of the mall. The sun was starting to down and it was getting dark. I watched the beautiful sunset. It reminded me of when Nathan and I watched the sunset on our first date, which would sadly be the last. Then my phone started to ring and interrupted my thoughts. I picked it up and saw that it was my mom. I sighed and answered the phone.