The Tipping Point (Kylo Ren X Reader)

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A timer rang, waking you from your accidental nap. You realized it was the oven timer and rushed to remove the baked goods before they burned. You'd been baking most of the day in order to avoid the overwhelming claw of responsibility. The maids had been rather startled when you kicked them out, but you hadn't cared. You had instructed them to tell no one where you were.  You needed to do something that you didn't have to think about. You had already made batches and batches of food and finally gave up. You inspected the vast amount of sweets covering the counters. What were you supposed to do with all of this? Maybe you could give it away? You were too tired to make anything else but still didn't want to leave the kitchen so you lay down on the tile floor, staring up at the lights. The lights reminded you of the view of the galaxy from the Finalizer and you found yourself missing it a little bit. Lately, Malachor had brought you nothing but pain and confusion. Your view was suddenly blocked by the curtain of black hair hanging around Kylo's face. His face was grim as he observed the mess you had made.

He looked back at you and spoke firmly. "I have something to show you."

"Can it wait? I'm very busy right now."

Kylo gave you a stony look so you sighed and stood up. He led you down the hall towards his room. You wondered why he kept anything in here since he only ever slept in your room. On the dresser sat two boxes. One of them was the small box you had given him and the other was a long and narrow box that you did not recognize. He picked up the long and narrow one and handed it to you. 

"Open it," he instructed.

You opened it and gasped when you realized that it was a black hilted, double-edged lightsaber. You gently lifted it out of the box. You examined the intricate lines carved into the hilt. Your fingers lingered over one of the buttons finally pressing it and bringing one side of the lightsaber to life. The red glow lit up the room and you stared at it hungrily. It was different than holding your silver blade. Power seemed to course through your veins. You reluctantly clicked the button again allowing the light to disappear and handed it back to Kylo.

"No," he pushed your hand away, "it's yours."

Something inside you clicked. Every fiber of your being told you that this was right. This was exactly what you were meant to be. This is what you were meant to become. In a way, you had always been this person. Kylo had just let you out of the cage you had been stuffed in from birth. For once in your life, you felt truly free. No one was limiting your power. No one was telling you to be neutral. For once in your life you got to decide, and that made you feel truly powerful. You placed the lightsaber on the dresser and turned, advancing on Kylo with menacing strides. You pulled your shirt over your head and pushed him into the wall. He grabbed your hips and lifted you so that you were face to face. You wrapped your legs around Kylo's waist and kissed him violently. You pushed your tongue past his lips, tip examining every single tooth. Kylo moaned into your mouth, and carried you to the bed, laying you on it before crawling on top of you. He kissed hickeys into your neck and you were too busy unlatching his belt to stop him. You pulled his cape over his head and he assisted you in taking off his tunic. Kylo sat up, pulling off his undershirt and you leaned forward, rolling on top of him. You attacked his lips before moving to kiss a line down his jaw and onto his neck. Kylo reached around your chest and unclasped your bra eyeing your breasts hungrily. But you weren't done yet. You kissed your way down his chest before moving off the bed so you could take off his boots. You pulled his shoes and socks off and then did the same with your own, throwing it all into the growing pile of clothing. You climbed back on top of Kylo and began tracing over every scar on his chest. He groaned and grabbed at the button of your pants, undoing them then pulling them off of your waist. Kylo pulled you into his chest and rolled back on top of you, pulling your pants off your legs. He kissed red marks on your collarbone and grabbed onto one of your breasts. He pulled the nipple harshly, and you squealed, bucking your hips into his. He smirked against your skin.

"So that's what you want?"

When you didn't respond, Kylo pulled at your nipple again, causing you to squeak.

"Do you want this," he whispered lowly into your ear before grinding his hips into yours.

You gasped, thrusting your hips into the air, seeking the much-needed friction.

"Yes," you pleaded.

At that Kylo stood, wasting no time removing his pants, sighing at the release of his perky member. He peeled off your underwear carefully before climbing back on top of you.

You were nervous. Sure you'd had sex before, just never with a man.

"Kylo I-"

He cut you off, "Shhh. Just look at me."

He positioned his shaft at your entrance, never breaking eye contact as he sunk into you. You groaned as his skin ripped into yours but your pain was quickly replaced with pleasure. He pulled out and sunk into you a second time and you pushed your hips into him, seeking even more friction. He took your reaction as encouragement and steadily picked up the pace until he was thrusting into you rapidly.

"Fuck," he seethed your name. "You feel amazing."

You choked back a moan as he pushed deeper into you. Kylo grabbed your nipples, rolling them over in his hands as he continued to pound savagely into you.

You arched your back, waves of euphoria crashing over you. "Holy shit. Kylo I'm..."

He flicked your nipples before continuing to massage them. You saw white as your body was thrown into a violent orgasm. Kylo pumped warm cum inside of you, but you barely noticed because your ears were ringing loudly. Kylo rode out the rest of his orgasm then pulled out and fell mutely beside you. You saw stars. Holy shit.

Once you were sure you wouldn't fall over and pass out you stood up and hobbled slowly into the bathroom. You turned on the sink and waited until the water was warm before running it over a washcloth. You gently wiped off the cum dripping from your legs before stepping back into the bedroom. You offered Kylo the washcloth and he took it, wiping the mess off his legs. You pulled on a nightgown and crawled back into bed as Kylo pulled his pants on. He slid into bed next to you and you grabbed his hand, holding on tightly as you drifted into a comfortable sleep.