Bonded with the Alpha

MINE

CHAPTER 35

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Lydia’s POV

“W-what?” I asked walking back. I my mind there were so many things going on right now. Did he just tell me he loved me? Did he mean he was going to make love to me? Did he mean that by making love to me he will make me stop hating him? Yeah, I think that would work.

 “Lydia, I-I don’t know how to say this but I think that I have feelings for you.” He admitted. I was only six feet away from him and in my mind I was jumping for joy. Yes! I have feelings for you to! I wanted to tell him but I kept a straight face to let his continue. “I have this natural instinct to protect and provide for you and this bond is not making it any easier.” He said taking a step forward.

I stepped back. Don’t ask me why I did it, because I want to run and hug him for admitting his feelings for me but something inside of me is making me move away. “I am sorry for the way that I treated you, I should have never involved you in the plot to kill your own father but you were my only leverage and now…now I don’t want that anymore. I want you.” He confessed. I must be looking like an idiot right now.

It feels so weird seeing Elijah, that big bad alpha doing this, it looks almost unnatural. Will someone please tell me what to say? “Do you want me Lydia?” he asked. Wow, should I say yes? Should I say no? I have not the slightest clue. Maybe I should say both. But there were only two questions in my mind right now and the only way to know the answers were to ask. I must’ve been thinking about that real long because it felt like ages.

“I get it.” he said and turned to walk away. Just as his hands were about to turn the knob I call out his name. “Elijah.” I said simply, walking toward him. Truth be told, I have no idea what the hell I am doing. “I don’t know what to say or do.” I said truthfully. “But there are only two questions I want answered from you.” I said but his back is face me, his muscles seem tense and jaw is clenched.

“Do you love me? And what about my mate?” I ask. After some seconds pass he turned around and I looked into his eyes, those grey eyes seemed challenged as if he was having an inside war with himself. “Yes. Yes I do love you.” Ok that was not the answer I was expecting, I thought he would’ve said no because Elijah doesn’t do love.

“And for the second question, I don’t know that is up to you.” He said. What do I think? I asked myself, do I really want my mate. Yes I do, who doesn’t want their mate? Do I want Elijah? Yes I do, who doesn’t want Elijah?

“Lydia you deserve your mate, it is unfair if I tell you to reject him because everyone needs their mate and I would not be able to give you the things he could; happiness, love a family. I’m not good for you, I don’t even know why I would even think—” I cut him off.

“Elijah—”

“That I had a chance with you, you’re so kind and you think about other’s feelings—” I cut him again.

“Elijah I—”

“When I kill without even blinking, I am a monster—”

“Elijah!” I shout making him look at me, finally. “First of all you’re not a monster,” I say and he scoffs. “I am serious, you’re not, you might not be an angel but you’re not a monster. My father is, he killed something-someone that meant a lot to you and you want revenge, I get it.” I said taking his hand in mine. “I choose you.” I said after a while of looking at him.

His eyes snapped to mine. “W-what?” he asked, I have never seen him so vulnerable, so lost…so wanted. He looked as if he was on the verge of tears. “I choose you, Elijah.” I said. “Really?” “Yes.”

He smiled that mouth-watering smile and I smashed my lips to his. We moved in synchronisation, it was one hot make out session. I pushed him back making his back hit the door without removing my lips from his and ripped his shirt making him smile against my lips, and I do the same.

His hands roamed my back until it found my zipper and he rolled it down. “Mark me.” I said. “You sure?” he asked. “Yes.” I said and that was I had to say for him to make a move. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. He began walking until he laid me on the bed and stayed between my legs, never breaking the kiss.

He moved his lip from mine and trailed wet kisses from my jaw to my collarbone where he started sucking making me moan more and louder. He then extracted his fangs and bit into my skin. At first it hurt but then it turned into pure bliss and pleasure. “MINE.” He growls. Finally I am his, I feel really happy at this time but I also feel sad because it is said when you’re marked by someone who isn’t your mate, your mate goes through pain.

A tear rolled un-willingly down my cheeks. “Did I hurt you? Why are you crying?” Elijah asked concerned. “Nothing, it’s nothing.” I said plastering a small fake smile. I pull him back and started kissing him. I turned us over so I was now on top, I got this strong feeling when Elijah bit me…it was more like power. It must be the feeling that comes when you’re marked by an alpha.

I kissed and sucked on his neck, in which he moaned and groaned my name, much to my pleasure. Then after a while I marked him as mine, and it felt great. “MINE.” I growled and he chuckled. He then ripped my dress un-expectantly making me yelp a little. He took off his shirt and reconnected our lips once more. I opened my eyes during the kiss and he was looking at me, eyes black. Yep, he let his wolf take control.

I was now in my strapless bra, underwear and stockings lying on top of him. His hands moved to my back and he loosed my bra. He looked at me, eyes black. I felt really self-conscious so I brought my hands and covered my breasts. “Don’t.” he growled moving my hand and turning us back over so he was on top. “You are beautiful.” He said and started sucking on one of my boobs while flicking the other with his thumb. Then he moved to the other one and did the same, when he was done he kissed between my breasts and moved down onto my stomach making me arch my back and moan, I was already wet.

He gently slid off both my stockings and threw them to the floor, then he picked up my right leg and put it on his shoulder where he then kissed his way down to my core. “Elijah.” I moan putting my hands in his hair and pulling slightly making him groan. He slid down my under-wear, I have never been so exposed in-front of anyone, except my mom. Yes, that is right, I have the alpha who kidnapped my taking my virginity.

But I don’t care, I love him.

He spread my legs open, then leaned down and kissed me. I started unbuckling his belt and used my toes to slide his pants down his waist, but I was getting some trouble and he smiled against my lips. He pulled down his pants together with his boxers and—What the?!—is he planning on killing me?!

He is freaking Huge—no, that can’t fit, cant it?

As if sensing my nervousness he looked at me and chuckled. “Yeah I know, but don’t worry it will fit.” He said. “If I hurt you tell me, okay?” he asked and I nodded, I was too worried about; how the hell he is going to do that. “Ahh!” I shouted, he just slammed into me, it hurts so much. He started moving slowly, after a while it turned into bliss and pleasure.

He was moving to slow and it was driving me crazy. I put my hands on his shoulder and moaned, “Faster.” He picked up the pace. He started thrusting into me really hard that the bed started to creek and shake. “Eli—Elijah I’m going to…” I couldn’t finish. “I know baby, it’s ok cum. Cum for me.” He said and I came, and so did he.

He collapsed on me, we were both breathing heavily. After a while he came out of me and lied down next to me. He wrapped his arms around me, my back to his chest and he kissed my head and whispered, “I love you, little wolf.”

“I love you too Elijah.” I said before the darkness took over.

A/N

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