dear sophia,
i could exactly remember that day. i was pissed because kate- a girl i was really into before- turned me down on a date and you kept on asking what's wrong or what happened. i guess i got irritated with you and pushed you to the ground shouting a 'f.uck off!'.
you locked eyes with me, your blue eyes were filled with confusion and disbelief. you ran to the restrooms as the girls, maddie and tanya, followed you. luke, calum and ashton shook their heads at me. they said that you were just concerned and worried about me and that i should apologize. but i didn't.
i felt weirdly happy about it, i was 'sophia-free' then.
later that day, you didn't ride the car with us on your way home. tanya said you took the bus.
i spammed you with text messages, asking if we could talk but you never reply to them. i even called a few times but you never answer any of them. when i tried for the fifteenth time, the annoying monotone voice on every phone said that i could no longer call nor text you. you blocked me.
you never go to my locker or walk with me to my first class.
you never sit beside me at lunch but instead, you sit beside calum and never utter a single word at me ever again.
the whole squad was disappointed at me for what i had done and they don't talk to me that much like they used to. the squad's relationship was starting to get awkward because you were like a glue that bonds us all together. you were keeping us happy and united.
and the guilt is killing me slowly.
the colorful kitten,
mikey :)
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