letters ; 5sos

letters from michael 4.

dear sophia,

it has been an unbearable month since the incident and the squad was never the same.

but it's kind of a good thing because i observed a lot in my surroundings and it made me realize something.

i miss you.

and i like you.

i cannot believe i let you slip away like that. that is why i'm writing the letter for you, to let you know how sorry i am because i know whenever i would come near you, you would always find a way to avoid me. if avoiding me was a job, you would be the employee of the month because you're really good at it.

i purposely dyed my hair into a new color-which is red-so you would at least look at me or compliment me about it. in other words, i was trying to get your attention. but it failed.

this whole thing is so amusing. all you needed to do was to avoid me to make me realize how much i like you sophie.

realization hit me harder than the bus hit regina george.

though luke, calum and ashton are pissed at me because our little war affected the whole squad so much. even tanya and maddie.

i hope we could go back to our old, normal ways. but that would be impossible. the fact that i like you could never, ever change things back. also, i hope what maddie and tanya said was true, that you like me too. and i am hoping you still do.

                   the colorful kitten,
                          michael