Need you (Dixison)

8.

Song suggestion: Heather by Conan Gray
Dixie's Pov
      *beep* *beep* *beep*
        Ugh, I slam my hand down on the alarm clock on my phone turning it off.  Once I'm awake I got to thinking.
        What was last night? Was I dreaming or was Addison in my house? I don't remember a whole lot of anything after I went out. I remember my dad yelling that's about it.
      "Wakey, wakey." I here Charli say entering my room.
      I give her a smile and she gives one back.
     "Look I'm sorry for yesterday char char. I love you sis." I say apologetically.
      "It's fine I should have warned you Addi was coming over. I'm sorry, but it's not gonna stop her from coming over. She's my friend Dixie." She says not daring to say anything else.
      I guess she's still a little shook up about yesterday. I mean she has everything right to be.
     "Also you're soooo lucky dad didn't notice last night." She say like it was something obvious.
      "Notice what?" I ask confused.
      "You came home and your were high, not that it was bad but dad yelled at you about Griffin and respecting him." She said summing things up.
       "Dude, I don't even remember. Did I do anything else dumb?" I ask now a little concerned.
"No, not that I know of. Your were closer to Addi though." She smiles punching my shoulder jokingly.
I know she's happy about it.
"Fuck Addison, I was just high." I say nonchalantly.
"Say it all you want, but I know you care." She replies.
"Get the fuck out my room." I say starting to get mad.
"Whatever."
"I don't give a fuck about her. Do you understand that?" I say now fully pissed off.
Charli turns around and walks out not wanting the conflict between us to drag on.
I get dressed and head downstairs.
"Hey, Dixie can I talk to you for a second?" I hear my father say from the kitchen.
"What do you want? I'm already not in the mood to be messed with." I reply.
"I said come see!" He yells.
I walk into the kitchen.
    "What do you want?" I say already hating this.
     "Why did you say this things about Griffin? He's your boyfriend you should listen and be nice to him."
     "Maybe it's because I'm not actually fucking dating him, or the fact that he never leaves me the fuck alone." I roll my eyes.
     "What do you mean his not your boyfriend? You're straight and he's your boyfriend. He's a great guy." My dad say looking me straight in the eyes.
      "Keep telling yourself that Marc, but me and you both know that you're fucking wrong." I say grabbing a red-bull from the fridge and then walking away.
       "I fucking hate him." I mutter to myself.
       "What was that Dix?" My mom says looking up from her book.
       "It was nothing mom." I say giving her a smile.
      "Okay, and Dixie you know you can always talk to me, right? " She says.
       "Yes mom." I give her a real smile
      Thank god for my mom. She one of the few lights in my life.
      "CHARLI ARE YOU COMING?" I yell from downstairs.
      She comes running down the stairs. I laugh at her.
      "Ok, ok I'm here." She says pulling her shoe on all the way.
      "Let's go." I say walking out the door.
      We get into my car and I pull out the driveway and head to school.
      "Look Dixie you can't avoid your feelings forever. I know you were high last night but the look in your eyes gave everything away. You care. You love her. You can't fool me." She says as if it was nothing.
      I mean Addison is really nice and not to mention she's really attractive. WAIT. NO. I CANT BE THINKING LIKE THIS. Fuck Addison.
      "I don't care and I definitely don't love her. So just drop the fucking subject. What do I have to do to make you see that. Do I have to make out what someone or hookup with someone. Cause I don't fucking care about Addison!"
      Charli's quiet for a few seconds.
      "NO!DO NOT DO THAT!" She yells.
      Then it dawns on me. She doesn't want me hooking up with out people because of Addi.
      "I know what game you're trying to play with me. By the end of the week I'll be back to my regular self, and you'll see she means nothing to me." I say while parking in my parking spot.
       I walk into the hall and over to my locker. I see one of my previous hookups walking right by me. I grab her arm.
     "Hey Avery can we talk, maybe arrange things." I give her a wink.
     She blushes and walks to my side. These girls are easy I send them a wink and then they're all mine.
      I see Addison walking towards me, so I grab Avery's face and kiss her. Which soon turns out in us making out.
Addison's Pov
      "Hey Dix-" I cut myself off when I see her making out with a random girl in the hallway.
But? Charli said that? Why?
I ran off to the bathroom.
Dixie's Pov
"Thanks Avery, I'll see you around." I say walking away leave her standing there in hallway jaw hanging open.
Addison's Pov
I walk to the sink and slash some water on my face. Then just loose it.
"WHY CANT SHE JUST LIKE ME BACK! I DIDN'T EVEN DO ANYTHING FOR HER TO HATE ME. I DID EVERYTHING! I CALLED HER EVERYDAY! I called her everyday." I say now fully sobbing.
I hear a stall door creak from behind me. I turn around to see Kate with a sad look on her face and open arms.
I run into her arms giving her the biggest hug I could. I start sniffling again.
"It's okay Addi, I got you it's okay to cry babes." She whispers into my ear trying to comfortably me.
I just sob and sob. All while she stands here hugging me tightly and telling me everything is gonna be okay.
"What happened Addison? I hate seeing you this upset." She says.
"Dixie..." i say and I start to cry again.
"Hey, hey, hey its gonna be okay Addison I don't know what happened but it's all gonna be okay. What happened? " She asks while she comforts me.
"Well you know I our past." I say.
"Mhm, you were neighbors, she never really told me more than that."
"We used to be neighbors, best friends, hell maybe even something more, but then she left. All thanks to him." I say the last part softly.
"Addison trust me no matter what she says I know she loves you. Everytime she's drunk or she high she tends to speak her mind, and she talks about you all the time. A drunk man's words are a sober man's thoughts." She replies.
"I just don't understand what I did. I called her every day of freshman year but Marc had my number blocked." I say tears threatening to spill out of my eyes again
"It's okay babes, it's gonna get better she gonna realize eventually." She say pulling back from the hug.
She gives me the biggest smile.
"You know what?" She says.
"What?"
"You still look perfect even after crying Addison Rae. I could never. Your a goddess, and a bad bitch!"
"Damn Kate I might have to hire you to be my personal hype man." I laugh walking over to the mirror to fix my makeup feeling a little better.
"I'm here for you anytime Addison. Remember that." I smile and nod.
We walk out the bathroom together and go to our separate classes.
(Can we just. I LOVE KATE!)
At lunch
         Walking over to the normal table I see everyone but Dixie sitting there.
        Charli looks upset about something, but it's not Avani. As she's sitting right next to her trying to comfort her girlfriend. Bryce, Griffin, Ondreaz, and Tony are in a conversation, and Noen, Anthony, Amelie, and Kate are all in a conversation. It's just me.
      Where the fuck is Dixie? Where could she be right now?
       Right as I was about to ask myself the next question she comes walking into the cafeteria with her arms around the waist of the girl from earlier.  She whispers something into her ear and then the girl walks away to her own table.  She walks over to the table an sits right across from me.
       That's when I notice it. A hickey. On her neck. Charli now looks more upset than previously.
        "I told you, don't ever think you know me Charli." She says rudely to her sister.
         "Wow, forgive me for thinking you could actually be a decent person person for once, you know what fuck you Dixie!" Charli flips her off.
       Dixie notably tenses and stands up.
      "What are you gonna do? Hit me? Go ahead. Fucking hit me! Go ahead!" Charli stands up now yelling at Dixie grabbing everyone in the area's attention.
       "You know what Charli, fuck you and your perfect fucking world with your perfect fucking girlfriend and your perfect fucking life. Find you own ride home." She shoves Charli and walks out.
        "That's it. I'm going after her." I say standing up.
        "That's not a good idea." I hear a laugh come from gremlin.
       "Oh yeah, what's so fucking funny, Gremlin."
       "Don't call me that! And if you want to get into a fight go ahead go after her." He laughs.
      "This is exactly why she doesn't like you. You don't even know her!" I really want to slap this kid right now.
"Oh yeah and you do?" He replies.
"Actually yes, at least longer than you dumb ass. I have 13 years on you. So I suggest pulling the "you don't even know her" card on someone else." I say ending our argument.
I look at Charli who's now sobbing.
"I got you Char, nothing's gonna happen to her, and I'll bring you home today." I give her a small smile.
I turn around and walk out the cafeteria. As soon as I'm in the hall I set out to find Dixie.

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Finally I left you guys on a tiny cliffhanger. I just wanted to say thank you guys for 4K reads. It means a lot so thank you . J apologize for any grammatical errors. I hope you guys enjoy this chapter.