Today I felt nothing. Also sorry I haven't been updating, I haven't been doing to well. But, yeah I haven't felt real emotions in 3 days. Being sad sucks, but feeling nothing at all is a whole different experience. I haven't been motivated to do anything. I haven't left my room today, and I've barely slept. I've just been laying in my bed listening to music. Music is the only reason I'm. I am a pretty good actor bc today Nose called and I was vibing but I wasn't actually vibing. I have not vibes it 2 weeks. I want to vibe so badly. I'm just an emotionless bitch with no real reason for being here. I want to do so much but I just can't. I feel like without the quarantine I would at lest feel something. I wanna go to a Walmart with Bose and Marijuana but o guess it's not gonna happen.
