Today I felt meh. That's it, meh. I went to the doctor thinking I was getting a shot but instead they made me take a test to see if I had depression. The doctor told me that had unbalanced chemicals and that I need a therapist and I was really excited bc then I could tell them ALL ABOUT NOSE. Then I got home and read my classmates responses to questions and they made me worry about our future. The question was "What does it mean to be an American," and it seems that a lot of the kids think the answer is that you HAVE to agree with the government and all of the rules and all of the leaders, do you see the problem here. These people are our future. I am v concerned. I just hope that they learn a little bit about how the real world works. Then I was thinking ab our government and Trump, as I do, and I am just so confused about how anyone can support/be a racist, homophobic, transphobic, xenophobic, ableist, selfish person. I was raised to believe that we are all equal to treat others how you wanna be treated. I almost always try to put other people's needs before my own bc I don't want to be seen as rude or selfish. Sometimes it is good to put your own needs first, like when it comes to mental health, but if you have a platform that will influence people, don't you think you should use it for good. And today I found out that Jeff Bazos, the creator of Amazon, just became the world's first Trillionaire. Yes, he does have $1 trillion, but there are 33 million people who have lost there jobs bc of corona. As of 2018, there were $1.5 trillion in student loan debt. Don't you think he should donate to the needy people and help society. THERE IS A GOD DAMN PANDEMIC DONATE TO HELP FIND A CURE FOR CRYING OUT LOUD. It astonishes me how greedy people can be. The 1% doesn't care about anyone or anything besides themselves. Anyways, today I found out that you can legally kill a member of the LGBTQ+ community. Yup, you heard me right folks, it is completely legal, it's called the LGBTQ+ panic defense act. So get out your AK-47 and your flamethrowers bc we're raiding the White House. The law states that if a homosexual flirts with you, you have the right to harm/kill them bc you have gone "temporarily insane". This act excuses hate crimes. And people say that this is the land of the free. One of the most popular cases of this is the case of Mathew Shepherd, look him up if you want. Anyways, Spontanea did a live stream and Bennett and Shane were there this time, so they are real. Then I was talking to Nose and she made me do this weird thing w anime characters and I guessed That one of them was gay and I was right. He has a dead husband. Then my brother came into my room at 3am bc he couldn't sleep and we talked for like an hour, so that was pretty cool. Anyways, thank you to my brother for talking to me last night.
I'll be your 1 up girl🌠
