Hi, so this is an update on my 23. I was mega unhappy but then Marijuana ( SouperCat ) commented on the last chapter of Squard and that was the first time I felt something in a week. I've been kind of numb but that made me have feelings. It made me realize that people actually care about me y'know. Then we talked and played farel or however you spell it. Then I put on some music and got ready for bed. While listening to the music, I felt hopeful for the first time in months. I am genuinely so happy right now and I'm just so grateful for all of the people in my life. I haven't felt genuinely happy in so long that I jingle of forgot what it felt like. I never understood why people cry when they are happy until just now. Anyways, thank you Marijuana for helping me feel things again, ily<3
I'll be your 1 up girl⭐️
