Hide It {Zoella}

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*two weeks later*
I held Alfie's hand as we walked out of the chemist, we weren't vlogging this part of our days, it was going to be private. It was probably going to be one of those days where we just start vlogging at 10 pm. I don't really mind today, I've got bigger problems.

I looked down at the little white bag I was carrying. I looked at Alfie and then the bag.

"It will be okay little one," He pulled me into him and kissed me forehead. "We'll always have eachother no matter what," He smiled.

I've been trying not to cry for a while now. Ive been holding it in but I'm going to try and be strong. It was nearly Christmas and I was going to be happy and enjoy this season. We hopped in the car and shoved the bag in the back, I don't need to think about that right now.

*house*
"Are you sure you can do this?" Alfie whispered to me, he was so worried and concerned about me ever since I told him. I guess he sees me as 'fragile' at this moment.
"It's made for dummy's hun, I'll be fine," I sighed, walking up the stairs and Alfie following me.
"I'll wait out here for you babe, I'm right here and I'll be here no matter what,"

I nodded and shut the bathroom door, I took a deep breath in.
'Whatever the outcome, it will all be fine. I've got a community of people who love me and support me' I thought to myself. I breathed and then took the test by well peeing.

I placed the test on the sink and closed my eyes. I took a deep breath in and thought some more. I had two other tests after this just to make sure whatever the outcome. All clear blue because I don't want to mess around.

I turned around and braced myself. I looked away again. I opened the bathroom door and Alfie looked up.
"Well?" He asked.
"I haven't looked," I sighed. "You look for me."
He got up off the floor and came and looked at the stick.
"Zoe,"
"What?" I asked.
"It's all ok, you're not pregnant. There's a negative sign," He said, walking towards me going to hug me. I walked out the room and went and sat in my room. I started crying a little. I don't even know why.

"What's wrong? I thought you'd be happy?" Alfie asked, confused.
"I am, I guess just. I think a little part of me wants it to be true, to just prove to myself that I could. I don't know." I sniffed, wiping my eyes, trying not to damage my makeup.
"So you wanted the baby?"
"I guess. A little part of me did, yes," I looked up at him. He was smirking.
"Well then you're in luck," he smiled, looking at the test.
"What?" I asked, shocked.
"I lied, to see what you'd do," he smirked. "And you wanted it. It says you're 3-4 weeks pregnant," he smiled.
"You prick!" I smiled. "But thank you," I hugged him. "I'm gonna have a baby," I sighed.
"Yep, our whole lives will change again, for the better," Alfie pulled me into him. "But no matter what, I'll be here with you every step of the way,"

I smiled and wrapped my arms around him. Okay, maybe I wasn't expecting it but it doesn't mean I can't do it. I'll give this baby thing a go and no matter what, I'll love him or her no matter what.

Did anyone spot my friends reference in there ;)?