Different worlds ~Ondreaz Lopez~

Let me cry

Ondreaz POV:
"Nike has released a new song" Tony comes into my room. Since tomorrow is Christmas, we're in Las Vegas with our parents. "I know. I saw it in her story" I sigh. "Have you listened to it yet?" I shake my head and stroke the necklace I gave Nike, which was in the box with my other stuff she gave Kouvr. I've worn it around my wrist ever since. "Should I turn it on?" Tony connects to the box. "If you want" I sigh again. A little while later, Nike's beautiful voice comes out of the box and makes me even sadder.

I know I'm being irrational
Right now a little bit flammable
So you'd better watch out (watch out)
I know I'm dressing so casual
In my bed laying diagonal
'Cause I'm all alone now (right now)
In three words
My heart hurts
So why do I feel it in my whole body?
All over
It's the worst
Feeling down has just become a hobby
I'll stand on my feet but not today
All he told me, threw it all away
I'll be so sweet right to your face
But when you leave, just let me cry, get it all out baby
I'll be alright, just gotta play
A little some night and throughout the day
I'll pick myself up but not today
Today I'm a mess, just let me cry, get it all out baby
Boy you're not even emotional
Out every night, uncontrollable
How do you do it? (How)
Why do you post everything you do?
Is it cause you want me to know the truth?
You're doing better (Better than me)
In three words
My heart hurts
So why do I feel it in my whole body?
All over
It's the worst
Feeling down has just become a hobby
I'll stand on my feet but not today
All he told me, threw it all away
I'll be so sweet right to your face
But when you leave, just let me cry, get it all out baby
I'll be alright, just gotta play
A little some night and throughout the day
I'll pick myself up but not today
Today I'm a mess, just let me cry, get it all out baby
Get it all out baby
Get it all out baby (all night, all night, all night)
Just let me kick, Let me scream
Just let me kick, Let me scream in my pillow
Just let me get, catch you out (let me get you out)
Just let me get, get you out of my system
I'll stand on my feet but not today
All he told me, threw it all away
I'll be so sweet right to your face
But when you leave, just let me cry, get it all out baby
I'll be alright, just gotta play
A little some night and throughout the day
I'll pick myself up but not today
Today I'm a mess, just let me cry, get it all out baby

I bury my face in my pillow. "You okay, Ondre?" tony sits up on the bed with me. "I fucked up. She's my dream girl and I fucked up" "yes, you did, Ondre" "because of me she's suffering, I hurt her. If only she knew how sorry I am. If I could, I'd undo everything right now" "I know, bro" "and just because of the fucking social media, it looks like I don't care about the breakup...in those moments I'd like to be unknown...if giving up TikTok and everything would bring back Nike, I'd do it right now..no hesitation...damn, I love this girl" Tony pats my back comfortingly. "It's gonna be alright somehow, Ondre" I sigh. "I don't know if it's gonna be alright without her"

Nikes POV:
In the meantime I am in New York and lying on my bed. It is seven o'clock and I have just had dinner with my brother and father. Neither of them knows exactly how to deal with me, but I am used to it and didn't expect anything else. There's a knock at my room and Molly's curly head shows up. "You look like hell" she kicks in and goes straight to my closet. "what are you doing?" "I'm gonna find you some clothes. You're going to the annual party with us and drink the boy out of your head" I sigh. "No, Molly. This isn't me" "but it would help" "but I don't want to. That would just be stupid" "Sometimes you're such a buzzkill. Why can't you just do something brainless for a change?" Molly closes my closet with a sigh. "I've lived and experienced too much for that. Inside I'm older than I really am" Molly takes me in her arms, comforting me. "Should I stay here?" I shake my head. "You know me. I can best comfort myself" "but help is never bad" "all's well, go ahead" I try to smile at her. She sighs, mumbles an "alright", puts a kiss on my hair and disappears.

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