Sanders Sides Oneshots

Alone Now-Demus

TW: Implied suicide

Remus's POV

Morality promised I would see Roman again. That was a lie.

Then Virgil promised he would never leave us. That was a lie.

Janus was the only person who'd never betrayed me. Never left me.

But now he's gone.

Forever.

Never coming back.

Jumping at the chance to leave. I mean, could I blame him? Why would he want to be stuck with a monster like me? Why would anyone?  

Every one of my jokes he laughed at meant nothing.

Every time he kissed me meant nothing.

Every time he told me how much he cared about me, and that everyone else was wrong about me, meant nothing.

It all meant nothing.

He's good. And he always had a chance to be.

So did Virgil.

And Roman deserves all the happiness. 

I deserve all the stupid shit that was thrown my way.

Janus was lucky he had the chance to leave me.

So was Virgil.

And Roman.

As for me, there's only one way for me to leave me.

Death.

2 weeks later

No POV

Thomas lay in bed, feeling content. He hadn't had intrusive thoughts in what felt like ages.

Janus had made sure Thomas had been on a proper sleep schedule. He finally had a free moment, so he decided to go say hi to his boyfriend, Remus. He really missed him and wanted to thank him for still caring about him through all of this.

Two weeks too late.

The darker half of creativity was gone.