Seven Deadly Sins Oneshots (Read Dis.)

☁️ Ban x Depressed!Reader ☁️

☁️ Ban x Depressed!Reader ☁️

I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS NOR DO I OWN YOU. THE ONLY THING I OWN IS THIS ONESHOT. THIS MAY INCLUDE STRONG LANGUAGE AND/OR OTHER MATURE CONTENT SUCH AS BLOOD OR GORE. THIS CHAPTER ALSO CONTAINS MANGA SPOILERS!!! I READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.

This oneshot was written by @UnwantedGoddess. Please do not try to claim this oneshot as your own. You may use inspiration but please credit me. Thank you for reading.

Requested by LoneFoxDemon

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(Y/N)'s POV

Everyday...

Everyday is a little harder for me to continue.

Watching Ban with Elaine....

It hurt.
It hurt A LOT.

I know that it's selfish. I know... But that's why this world punishes me.
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Why do I exist?

Why am I alive?

Why do I keep trying?

WHY AM I STILL HERE?

Kill me.
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I know that I've got it good for being an orphan. I know that. And, if I could, I would give this life of mine to someone else. Someone who deserves it.

Because I sure as hell don't.

And eventually, I think I'm going to run away from the Boar Hat Inn.

I know that I'm being selfish. After all, Ban saved my life.

But was it worth his effort?

I needed comfort and I couldn't bring this up with any of the others.

I know that I'd worry them. Which would be a waste of their time and energy.
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I walked into my room in the Boar Hat Inn, closing the door behind me.

I walked over to the bed and sat on the edge.

I was fiddling with the empty necklace chain that was around my neck when I was abandoned as a small child. It had no charms on it or anything. It was just a chain. But I could never bring myself to get rid of it.

Tears stung my eyes.

And it burned.

But it was nothing compared to the aching and burning sensation that was drowning my heart.

I quickly stood up as a single tear streamed down my face.

I pulled out a bag and began to pack a few pairs of clothes. I grabbed my journal and put it in along with a hairbrush, toothbrush, toothpaste, and other toiletries. I looked over to the bed, thinking about how many times I had cried myself to sleep.

Then I saw 'it.'

It was a pendant given to me by Escanor in his night form. Even in his day form, Escanor and I were extremely close. His demise was something that hit me hard.

I missed him. And I couldn't bear the thought of being any more of a nuisance to the others.

Another tear rolling down from my eye as I hid my prepacked bag, just in case if anyone were to come in.

I sat down on the edge of my bed, fiddling with the pendant. The necklace which I've had for my whole life didn't mean nearly as much as this pendant did. I took the chain off of my neck and put the pendant on the necklace. And after I got the charm on, a tear rolled down from my eye before I could put on the necklace.