Innocence in the Mafia World (KiriBakuDeku)

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-(Izuku's POV)-

I start waking up and I feel warmth underneath of me. I nuzzle into it not wanting the comfort to disappear. I felt safe... I hear a chuckle and slowly open my eyes. I wake up and notice I'm still on Kiri's legs so I quickly jump off apologizing.

"It's fine Izuku you needed sleep and you still do. You have bags under your eyes." Kiri gets up and wobbled a bit.

"Come on were going to the kitchen I want a snack."Kacchan states.

We start walking when I see a hallway with no guards. I'm behind the both of them so I slip into the other hall. I start running down the hall and take a sharp turn. I almost fell due to the fluffy socks I was in but recovered. I was running for five minutes before I realized I was completely lost.

I started to tear up because I was truly alone now. I kept running until I found an elevator. I pushed the button and the doors opens with Shinso ,I think that's his name, and Kaminari. They look at me and I take off down a new hall. They began to chase me until I ran into another person, it was Sero, I quickly said sorry before running further down the hall.

They all were slowly catching up when I feel a hand grab my wrist. I squeaked because they had grabbed my cuts that had just started to heal. They let go but put their arms around my wait taking me down to the floor. I finally got a glimpse of who had captured me and saw that it was Mina.

"L-let me go!"I start squirming under her grasp.

"Sorry but the bosses are worried about you. They had us all looking everywhere. Listen we aren't gonna do anything."She kneels on my back and pins my arms behind me.

"S-stop!"

I can feel the panic building in my chest. I'm trapped and I can't move at all. My breathing is picking up as my tears flow down my cheeks. I keep squirming until I hear a shout. At this point I can't breath and my chest feels like it's on fire.

"GET OFF OF HIM HES HAVING A PANIC ATTACK!"Kacchan and Kirishima run over and Mina got off my back.

I didn't have the energy to even turn over let alone get up and attempt to run away again.
My vision was starting to get those black spots again.

"Leave!"Kacchan yells at everyone and they all listen.

"Come breath in and out. In 1...2...3... out 2...3."Kiri had pulled me up on his chest sitting my back on his chest.

"I-I c-can't bre-"I chocked out desperately trying to get air into my lungs.

"Shhhh just try and take deep breaths. Focus on breathing."Kacchan says while rubbing my legs.

After a few minutes I calmed down enough to think and function a little. Kiri pulled me up against his chest while resting his back on the wall.

"So you wanna tell us why you ran?"Kacchan says moving so he is sitting beside me and Kiri against the wall.

"I j-just wanna go..."I honestly didn't know where. I would just be abused at home...

"Where do you wanna go kitten?" Kacchan's voice seemed calm.

I didn't have the energy to question the new nickname.

"I-I don't know..."I look down at my lap and feel my tears fall.

"How about we take you home so you can tell your family your ok and you can grab what you need?"Kiri asked while rubbing my shoulders.

I simply nod and he picks me up bridal style. We walk to the entrance of the mansion and we get into this nice red car. I honestly suck at cars so I had no clue what it was. He sets me in the back and buckled me in while Kacchan got in shot gun. Once he was done he got in the drivers seat and spoke.

"Ok you won't do anything funny or there will be punishment and you grab what you want. Say goodbye to your family and then we will head back. Got it?"He was serious but still spoke nicely to me.

"Not like he gives a shit about me..."I mumble under my breath.

"What did you just say Deku?"He scared me so I squeaked.

"N-nothing, I-I live on ——— street at ——."

I look down at my lap and start snapping my rubber band. Kacchan grabs my band and takes it off my wrist.

"That's a horrible habit and if you want this back you have to tell me why you do it."

"It h-helps w-with my anxiety..."

"Well from now on your gonna hold me or Kirishima's hand when your anxious. I don't want you hurting yourself."

He really did care......

No one ever cares...

Maybe it can be different with them...

But why would they want someone as broken as me. I have so many issues but maybe they can help me. I feel safe with them and they seem to be nice people other than being in the mafia.

We soon arrive at my house and they walk up to the door with me. I can only hope father is asleep or out with his "friends" at the bar. I open the door and am immediately hit with a strong sent of alcohol. Both Kacchan and Kiri say that they will wait outside for me to return. I walk up the stairs of our small apartment and go to my room. It was small with a mattress on the ground. I had blood stains on my floor from the constant beatings and my cutting. I ignore everything and grab my backpack which held.

- A pencil and notebook I draw in
- Blades
- Bandages
- Antiseptic
- A picture of mom
- A blanket
- And my anti-anxiety and antidepressants

I hadn't take them in awhile...

I took one last look at the room I was raised in and walked out. But I headed downstairs when suddenly I feel something or more like someone grab my hair and pull me down to my knees. In that's moment I knew.

It was my dad...

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