I Hate/ Need You

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Krazy Kidd, why are you so horrible, yet so hard to let go. You know about my depression, and you've had it yourself. You've been through everything I'm going through. Yet all you tell me is I'm fine, I'll get over it. You know your words hurt but your hugs make up for everything. And it's why I'm apologizing. Because, Krazy Kidd I need you. You wipe my tears away and you make me so happy when i'm in your presence. So I'm sorry for everything. I need you. I'm always going to need you. I'm sorry I'm breaking my promises but I need you to bare with me. Don't leave me. Don't hurt me. Just hug me and tell me you love me. I know I'm no longer the girl you love, but you can't leave me. So when I smoke just know it's only to fill your absence. And please don't start smoking too. I'm going to be angry with both you and mostly me. Because it's my fault that your smoking which will just make me more depressed. So with everything I'm doing, I'm sorry Krazy Kidd. I'm so sorry Krazy Kidd. Please don't leave me.

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