May 31, 2020
Hi Ej,
It's been 2 weeks? And wala pa rin akong natatanggap na messages, chat and call from you. This will be the last page of this book. Gusto ko lang sabihin na mahal na mahal kita. At hindi ibig sabihin na ang pagsuko kong ito ay hindi kita mahal, napapagod din ako, nasasaktan din ako, at ayaw kong madala ko 'tong takot na 'to sa next relationship ko. Hindi mo alam kung anong nangyari sa'kin nitong mga nakaraan na linggo, I've been through a lot and I am thinking how did this happened to us, and in the last moment, this is the first time you disappointed me. But that's okay, that's life, you want to go? I will let you go. Siguro nga ay buo na ang desisyon mo na wala na talaga na hindi na mababalik sa dati. Salamat na lang sa lahat ng nangyari, dami kong natutunan from you. From our first day and until you read this book(timeless). Thank you for appreciating me(if) Anyway, you are offering friendship but my answer is no, I can't deal with the person who tried to kill my soul and heart. Salamat na lang. I don't want to blame anyone or should I blame you? I will end this cycle with you, hmm 'wag sana mangyari sa'yo 'to. Ang hirap sabihin ang hirap tanggapin pero paalam na talaga.. Aalis na ako sa pahina kung saan wala ka na, tapos na ang istorya natin. Kagaya nga ng sinabi mo, wala na rin akong nakikitang pag asa pa sa kung ano meron tayo noon, ayun lang. I will never forget this...
Samuel Ornum
Signing off as your Boyfriend
