The love of my Wife

Chapter 9

Chapter 9

Rodas

The last time I have felt this helpless was the time I ran away to Korea without fixing the knots with myself and now after almost 6 years in hiding, it had come to bite me again.

I had tried to run away from myself and met the most beautiful guy inside and out. I loved again and it was all getting back to place. It all felt right and he just had to say those words to break it all.

"I still love you." The words where echoing in my head like an unstoppable alarm. And I had sent him away by telling him the words that had made me run. By telling myself the words that reminded me, that kept me from running back to him.

"She is pregnant." I said. "She was pregnant with your child when you came to me. When I told you I loved you." I continued. I felt my tears coming down.

"What are you saying" Ezra was lost, not comprehending.

I was crying the tears wouldn't stop flowing. I hated him I hated that he still could make me feel this way. "My best friend. She was my best friend Ezra why didn't you tell me. WHY DIDN'T YOU STOP ME! "

"She was pregnant?" Was all Ezra could say.

"Yes, while we went to the movies, She was pregnant. While we went to dinners, she was carrying your baby. When we kissed, she worried about how to tell you. When we watched the stars outside at night cuddling, she still loved you!" I cried.

"What are you saying?!" He stood up and paced the room. He looked troubled. He grabbed a chair and sat. He was not looking at me. He kept looking at the floor prompting it to tell him something.

I tried to calm myself wipe the tears from myself. I had to tell him! He shouldn't have found out from me, but it wasn't fair he found out now. She had promised she would tell him before I left. She had promised.

"She told me on the day I was leaving for Korea." I said "We had just started dating and I was also leaving. I was worried how long distance will ever work between us. I know you told me to keep our relationship a secret, but I wanted my best friend to know. I never kept anything from her." I defended, I didn't even know why.

" So, I told her about us. She listened to every word I had to say. She looked at me for a long time when I was done. She said she loves you too. I didn't understand what she meant so I just nodded but she continued she said she was also pregnant." I breathed "You had her pregnant!" I accused.

"Yes, it's true we went out, but I broke up with her after you told me about your feelings. I always had feelings for you, but I never could figure you out like I did with other girls. So I went out with her because I could forget about you when I was with her!"

"I didn't know about you guys! You should have told me!" I shouted and pounded the bed with my fists.

"Where is she?" Ezra asked. Then we both heard the noise from the shower close.

"I don't know" I whispered. I lied.

Soo came out from the shower looking at confused and asked questions. My second chance the only man my heart truly raced for. At the sound of his voice I was already comforted.

Those crazy feelings that came with Ezra vanished at the sight of him. It felt all to confusing and all to clear at the same time.

It was him I wanted now. No one else I was sure. My heart started racing like it always does when he is around even more so now. I knew I had to tell him. Say something.

I could hear in the background Ezra leaving. But I just avoided Soo and kept my eyes on the floor. I had to understand what I was feeling. I needed to keep it together. Then he turned me around and I saw his eyes.

And all I could think about was...

I Love You Kim SooHyun.

I will always love you.

"We need to talk." I said, facing him with new resolve.

It all fell back to place, or so I thought.