Inside my mind

unlocking a secret

Miles' pov
Y/n took too long finding me. So I came back to the living room and began eating my lunch. "Where's y/n?" Flora asks looking at me. "she took too long so I came back on my own" I said. Mrs. Grose spoke up "But surely you can't just leave her there?" "I can do what I want" I mutter.

Mrs. Grose sighed and Flora didn't say anything. After about 15 minutes y/n bursts through the doors.

She starts screaming at me for me being a so called devil. I smirk a little but turn around and continue eating my sandwich. I don't think I did anything wrong.

"But if you all were here, then who was that in the hallway!" Y/n exclaims. Mrs. Grose tells her that she's being delusional and tells her to sit down and take a drink.

I don't think she's being delusional. I think I know exactly what she saw in the hallway. "Miles?" Flora asks, when all plates and food is cleared.

I look at her. "yeah?" "Can we go to the koi pond?" She asked. I nodded and she takes my hand as we walk outside.

"Why are you being mean to y/n?" She asks randomly. "I'm not!" I argue. "You keep pushing her away! She only wants to help you!" "But you know I'm beyond help. I can't go anywhere with him haunting me Flora" I said bluntly.

She sighs not looking at me, but instead at the floor. "What's wrong?" I ask her. "I don't like it when you shout at people" she mutters. "Aww I'm sorry. I don't mean to. Some people just piss me off"

"But you don't have to shout at them" she mumbled. "I'm sorry Flora. I'll try not to" she sighed. "you always say that" she let go of my hand and walked into the maze alone. I take a deep breath and walk back inside.

I don't want to see anyone right now. I just need to calm down before I punch someone.

Your pov
I finished my lunch and walk into my room. Which always seems so much bigger everytime I walk into it. 

I grab a canvas from my bag and start painting carefully. I looked out my window trying to paint the koi pond, but my mind wonders somewhere else. Causing me to paint the one and only asshole of the town. Yep you guessed it! Miles.

I throw away the canvas to the side of the room and lay face first on the bed. He still hasn't apologized for anything....

Flora's pov
I didn't understand why Mike's couldn't be nice to y/n. He's always so sweet and kind to me. But he shouts at Mrs. Grose and Kate sometimes.

But he's always horrible to y/n. More then anyone else...

Your pov
That fucking banging came again and I walked out of my room. I bashed Miles' door open and he was sat there on the drums. Again.

"I swear to god M-" I didn't finish my sentence as he banged the drums again, but louder. "Stop it!" I yell. He just carries on. I grab the sticks out of his hands and throw them away from him.

"You bitch!" He spat before getting up and grabbing the drumsticks. "I'M THE BITCH?!" I yell. He rolls his eyes and goes back to banging the drums.

"CAN'T YOU STOP BEING AN ASSHOLE FOR 2 SECONDS AND LISTEN TO ME!" I yell at the top of my lungs, making him stop what he was doing.

"Oh so I'm the asshole?" He growled standing up. He was about 4 inches away from me. "Y-yeah" I stutter. All confidence I had. All self esteem I had. Gone within a matter of seconds because of this boy.

He was able to control me like a doll on strings. "Oohh ok. So now I'm the bag guy" he spat before sitting on the floor.

I rolled my eyes as he put his fingers on the floor board. "what the hell are you doing?" I asked. "Does it matter?" He said.

I saw a little spider walk out from the floor boards and crawl onto his hand. "What are you going to do with it?" I asked. "why do you ask so many questions?" He said coldly. He got up moving his hand a little to make sure the spider stayed on it.

Miles' pov
She was starting to get on my nerves. She asked to many questions and I have a short patience. I get up still having the spider on my hand. I walk over to the glass cabinet on my drawers and open the lid.

I then flick the little spider off as it lands in the sand. Seconds after the arachnid comes from underneath the sand and it's the other spider in one go.

I then put the lid back on and sit back on my drum stool. Y/n looked at me in disgust. "What the hell do you want now?" I mutter. She rolled her eyes and folded her arms across her torso.

"Nothing. Nothing" she said quietly. I shrugged and grabbed the drumsticks before continuosly banging on them.

"Miles please stop it..." She whispers. I don't want to. I have to...

Your pov.
More then anything I wanted him to stop. It hurt my head at the very least and I think.bobody else wants to hear him banging the drums anymore.

"Miles please stop it. Your hurting my head" I said. "then leave" I sighed and walked to the door. "I think I know why you do it..." He stopped suddenly.

"Do what?" He asked almost scared. "Bang the drums" I said. He looked at me confused. "You do it because you want to let out your anger..." I said quietly before walking out the door and closing it behind me.

"It's a secret..."