Inside my mind

never getting back together

Your pov
I've been sat in my room for 3 days straight now. I haven't needed to go out of it.

I have everything I need here. I have food and drinks. Even sweets and activities. My phone is charging right now but it wouldn't matter.

This place has no service and barley any WiFi so I can't text or call anyone. Which means I'm basically isolating myself from the outside world.

My mom couldn't give a shit. She's been teaching Flora. She might as well be her mom instead.

I'm nothing to anyone here. Even Flora doesn't want to see me anymore. Miles probably told her to stay away from me. I don't blame him. If I were her I wouldn't want to be around me either.

I don't really know what to do anymore. The canvases are gone, meaning I can't paint anymore. And I'm just sat on the window box staring out the window.

Something tells me to get up and move around, but the other part of me is telling me to stay where I am and that there's no point in doing anything anymore.

Flora and Miles walked out the door below my window as I sat staring at them. I don't care if they look up and think I'm weird. They could leave and not think about it.

And too my fucking luck they look up into my window. Flora smiled and I have a small smile back. As a result of me smiling, Miles rolled his eyes and dragged flora away from the place they were stood.

The walled across the courtyard and behind a hedge so I couldn't see anymore.

I sighed and got of the window perch and sat on the floor. I grabbed a protein bar and started unwrapping it when a small bing came through the speakers on my phone.

I grabbed it, dropping the bar and checked to see the notification. And to my suprise it was no text message. It was just a game notification.

I swiped right and removed the notification before nearly smashing my phone. I put it down and leaned against the wall with my knees up.

I really needed to do something if I get this sad over a notification when it's not a text message when nobody has texted me for nearly 3 months...

I got up and grabbed my rucksack. I put some food, drink and sweets in there along with my scarf and hat. I grabbed my sneakers and put them on before grabbing my coat and putting that on too.

I un plugged my phone from the charger and put it in my coat pocket before opening my door and walking out of my room.

The air was cold and it was quiet. Too quiet. I quickly walked down the hall and down the stairs into the kitchen. There wasn't anyone there...

I walked into the living room and still nobody was there. I checked Flora's and Miles' room. Not in there.

My "mom" wasn't in her room either. God nobody is here! "GUYS WHERE ARE YOU?!" I yelled.

Still no answer. God where the fuck are they?! It's not even funny! First time I come out of my room in days and it turns out nobody's actually here.

"Great. Just great" I mumbled. I sauntered around the house. Going up and down the floors, going around and around for no reason other then to keep myself occupied and not freaked out.

"Y/N!"

I turn around quickly to a panting Miles running up the stairs. "What" I said rolling my eyes.

"It's- it's Flora. I can't find her" he said trying to get his breath back.

"Heartbroken..."