Inside my mind

The boy and the girl

A/N
I AM SO SO SO SO SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN UPDATING ANY BOOKS! I JUST DIDN'T FEEL LIKE WRITING AND I FELT LIKE IF I DID THEN IT WOULD BE CRAP CHAPTERS ANYWAY SO I DIDN'T.

I'M GOING TO BE GONE TOMORROW FROM 10AM-5PM BUT I'LL UPDATE AFTER THAT! AFTER 25TH OF JULY IT'S THE SUMMER HOLIDAYS SO I'LL UPDATE LOADS THEN ASWELL! NOT JUST THIS BOOK BUT ALL BOOKS!❤️❤️❤️❤️

Your pov
I sat in my bedroom wondering about the boy who lives in fear and agony. The boy who's life is controlled by another, not living specimen.

I wanted to help him so much, but he kept pushing me away. I wanted to make sure he was ok, but he pushed me away again. So here I am, sat on the floor, staring at the floorboards trying to figure out the boy who lives in the room next door...

Miles' pov
I am sat on the floor, wondering about what happened. How I could've gotten here without knowing anything. That's a lie, I know damn well.

But I'm not going to tell, it's a secret I keep. I'm going to keep it until I die. Since I have no other choice really, I kinda have to.

I'm trying to also figure out y/n. The girl who moved here a couple of days ago. Maybe even a week? I'm not sure now and I don't really care. She's so invested and caring and loving.

She doesn't see what everyone else does. She sees me as a boy. A little boy who's innocent and helpless. Where as everyone else sees me as well... Devilish.

I want to know why she cares so much. Why she wants to help so much. I'm trying to figure out the girl who loves next door...

Nobody's pov
The girl and the boy were lost in each other, but they didn't know why or how they could've done it. The boy doesn't want to hurt anyone else, so he keeps his emotions to himself.

The girl, a loving and caring person, who expresses her feelings when and how she wants to. They are complete opposites, a devil and an angel.

Hell and heaven.

Heaven and hell.

The two cannot be separated, no matter how far they want to be from each other. They come running back to each other, no matter how much they hate each other, or how much they shouted at one another.

To them, the other is the other half, the reason why their alive. They may not show it, or feel it yet. But it's there. And it will show soon.

Your pov
I got up and walked out of my room. That's it. I've had enough. He's going to tell me no matter how much I have to torment him to get him to.

I walked down the hall and knocked on Miles' door. I waited a few seconds and opened the door. He was sat there with his head in his hands.

A soft sobbing could be heard from the boy, and I sat down next to him.

Nobody's pov
The girl looked at the boy I'm sorrow and sympathy. She didn't know how he felt. How much it hurt. How much he wanted it to be over. Without thinking twice, Y/n grabbed Miles' hand.

His right hand to be specific. The boy lifted his test stained face up and looked into the girls y/e/c eyes. The girl looked straight back, not daring to break the contact between the two.

He slowly leaned closer and kissed her gently. She kissed back and smiled a little as he pulled away.

The first time he had felt anything other then pain and sadness for a while. And I think he finally figured out why.

Miles'pov
"Have you ever thought about loving me?" He asked. Y/n nodded. "I want to help you. No matter how long it takes, and how much you need. I'll be here for you" She smiled and giggled lightly.

I smiled back and looked into her eyes again. I kissed her once more before letting go and moving a little back away from her.

"I don't know if you can help me..." I mumbled looking down at my feet. She squeezed my hand and made me look at her.

"You may not know. But I do. I can help you. I can because you deserve it. I can because I love you. I can because I believe in you..." She said kissing my cheek.

"You love me?" I said startled a little. She nodded and smiled. "I- I love you too..." I said.

"Now your going to have to tell me what happened..." She said looking at me. I sighed and began to explain.

"I love you too"

THIS WILL NOT BE THE ONLY CHAPTER TONIGHT! THERE WILL BE MORE TONIGHT AND EARLY MORNING IF I DON'T FALL ASLEEP! ❤️❤️❤️❤️