目的 (interlude)

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Who's scared?
Do share.

HI! I'm alive and well,
Well, I'm alive but far from well.
You wanna know my mind. It's
E-V-I-L.
Evil, get it? Evil...but I spell?
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Never mind that's a stupid bar.

ANYWAY the name of this song purpose.
In Japanese, if you didnt know.
But one thing that is certain...
I don't know where my purpose decided to go.

So now I'm scared.
Drowning in my thoughts, but my now I'm swinging back to to find, air.
Searching for a purpose that's not there.
So now I'm scared, because this doesnt seem fair.
Now I'm scared...

I'm psycho when I get to lonely.
Calling my ex girl to come and hold me.
But it's not working, Doc nothing is working!
I write these raps to help you, but it's not helping myself.
Infact it's only making me worse and I'm still hurting.
But doc gave me them pills, but I ain't my ma. I ain't need the pills help.
Stuck in loop so I'm running in circles, shoot my own circuits.
This quarantine got me locked in my mind with fear, and I'm nervous.
Now depression, and Agony start to surface.
No where to hide, so I hide what's about to happen, and shut the curtains.
Because theres about to be a operation. With no nurses.
This is perfect.
No purpose.

"Alright we are unloading him now"

"What the hell happened to this kid?"

"I don't know if hes gonna make it"

"NURSE GET ME THE KNIFE NOW, NOW"

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HA HA HA HA HA!

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