Black and white. It is a riddle.
Light and dark, yet stuck in the middle.
I fill this page with grey scribbles.
Thinking it'll cure me. But it only helps me a little.
I dont remember a time in life, Where I didn't fight.
Going to war for love and peace, do you know what's it like?
The map to be happy, is taking me so far away.
Where am I going? I think I lost track of the days.
Waking up in panic, looking into the mirror.
Eyes lookin frantic, how did these cuts on my chest get here?
None of you see it. Me battling depression through.
I blame it on her, but as I look in the mirror, I start to blame you.
Stare at the ceiling, don't ever sleep, lock myself in my room.
Lately that has just been a regular thing that I do.
But the only people I can tell, would just get upset and not help.
They tell me it ain't right. And they'd start to yell.
"You need to wake up, It just all you're head."
But they ain't there, When I cry in my bed.
Black and white. It is a riddle.
Light and dark, yet stuck in the middle.
I fill this page with grey scribbles.
Thinking it'll cure me. But it only helps me a little.
Why do all of you people think different of me?
My evil is pure, I need a cure, it dont listen to me.
So now I start to forget who I am, I think I need meds.
So now I start to forget who I am, this is where all of it ends.
So I lie and put on a smile, and tell everyone I am alright.
But as I reach for the meds, they took them away cause I said I Aight.
"Where are the pills?" "Well you wearing a smile on your face."
But they dunno that my mind Is lost up in space.
No, naw they do not know about all of the truama.
No, naw they do not know about all my problems.
So now I gotta push down, I have to bury it.
Can't hold onto this sadness and anger it makes me very pissed.
I gotta let go, I cannot keep regretting past.
So screw wearing the smile when it's just mask.
Black and white. It is a riddle.
Light and dark, yet stuck in the middle.
I fill this page with grey scribbles.
Thinking it'll cure me. But it only helps a little.
... Cure me a little
