SHOUTOUT TO BIPOLAR PEEPS!
I'm getting in feelings, 6 sides like I'm bipolar.
Walking onto the battlefield like ima soldier.
Carrying the weight of my burdens on my shoulder.
Used to rap them gun bars but I put my guns in the holster.
Walking up in the buildin'
Feeling like a million.
They tell me words are brilliant.
I just feel like another civilian.
Switch sides so fast. Now im... sad.
They tell me I'm great, and I just feel... bad.
Now they wanna laugh and I just feel... mad.
Always focusing on tomorrow and never on what I... have.
I call myself I rubix cube cause i got 6 sides,
I put on all these masks, I feed these people lies.
They put me in the spotlight, And I run to hide.
Cant have them know, cant have them see, my salty eyes.
Always mixed up, never solved, I AM A RUBIX!
I FEEL SO GOD DAMN BLUE, THIS PUZZLE IS STUPID!
NOW IM RED! BUT MY HEART IS BROKEN, WHO SHOT CUPID?
Now I feel yellow, Why are my dreams so lucid?
...why is this bottle of tears diluted?
It said 100% pain, I feel ruined.
Wait, that means its working.
These tears for you are hurting.
I'm getting in feelings, 6 sides like I'm bipolar.
Walking onto the battlefield like ima soldier.
Carrying the weight of my burdens on my shoulder.
Used to rap them gun bars but I put my guns in the holster.
Now I wanna pull the gun out, and blast my brains out.
But I forgot ima modern Samurai lemme grab my sword.
Miss them guns now.
Cut me open, I want more!
I think I'm sick, one minute I'm okay next I'm suicidal.
Fighting for life, fighting for light, but all I just get a black hole.
Fighting for my life, now I'm fighting for my survival.
This pressure is tearing me apart, forgot I am fragile.
Then here we go again with the compliments.
Yell at these idiots that tell me I'm great because they got no common sense!
Than they turn it around and say that I'm humble, tryna boost my confidence.
It's like I have fallen into this pit that is bottomless.
I'm hard to solve, ima keep it real I complicated. Idk how to act.
I be with the squad one sec, than I switch sides and they ask where I'm at?
Than they hit my phone, but I ain't respond.
Like I'm dead or som. And I just gotta hit the button that says respawn.
But let's be real? Why would I do that? Only time i feel alive...
Is when i wanna die.
I'm getting in feelings, 6 sides like I'm bipolar.
Walking onto the battlefield like ima soldier.
Carrying the weight of my burdens on my shoulder.
Used to rap them gun bars but I put my guns in the holster.
