Scholarship to where?!

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Italic for me... 𝓒𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓿𝓮 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓶𝔂 𝓶𝓸𝓶... 𝚃𝚢𝚙𝚎𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚢... D̳o̳u̳b̳l̳e̳ u̳n̳d̳e̳r̳l̳i̳n̳e̳ f̳o̳r̳ m̳y̳ q̳u̳o̳t̳e̳ o̳n̳ q̳u̳o̳t̳e̳ b̳o̳y̳f̳r̳i̳e̳n̳d̳
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Today is probably the best and the worst day of my life. High school graduation. I'm happy high school is over but I don't know if I'm ready for college. I mean I'm smart and all but school isn't my thing. I'm suprised I was able to pass the SATs with one of the highest scores. Of course being on the swim team didn't help and this kid that I liked in 8th grade decided to come to my school in Junior year and he made my life a living hell. Constantly. UGH great speaking of *rolls eyes*

E̳m̳m̳a̳.

What?

T̳h̳a̳t̳'s̳ n̳o̳ w̳a̳y̳ t̳o̳ t̳a̳l̳k̳ t̳o̳ y̳o̳u̳r̳ b̳o̳y̳f̳r̳i̳e̳n̳d̳ n̳o̳w̳ i̳s̳ i̳t̳?

Oh my god. For the last time YOU ARE NOT MY BOYFRIEND! YOU HAVEN'T BEEN! YOU NEVER WILL BE! I NEED AND WANT A MAN! NOT A BOY!

D̳O̳N̳'T̳ R̳A̳I̳S̳E̳ Y̳O̳U̳R̳ V̳O̳I̳C̳E̳ A̳T̳ M̳E̳!

You know what that used to intimate me because how loud and deep your voice is but it doesnt anymore. You know why? BECAUSE YOU ARE A CHILD! YOU DON'T KNOW SHIT! YOU PROBABLY DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE TO KISS A GIRLS NECK TO MAKE HER MOAN!

T̳H̳A̳T̳'S̳ A̳L̳L̳ Y̳O̳U̳ T̳H̳I̳N̳K̳ A̳B̳O̳U̳T̳ I̳S̳N̳'T̳ I̳T̳?! S̳E̳X̳! J̳U̳S̳T̳ C̳O̳N̳S̳T̳A̳N̳T̳ S̳E̳X̳!

NO! I DON'T! I'M JUST SAYING, I HAVE A LOT OF NEEDS THAT A BOY LIKE YOU COULD NEVER FULFIL!

Y̳O̳U̳ K̳N̳O̳W̳ E̳V̳E̳R̳ S̳I̳N̳C̳E̳ Y̳O̳U̳ S̳T̳A̳R̳T̳E̳D̳ S̳H̳O̳W̳I̳N̳G̳ H̳O̳W̳ M̳U̳C̳H̳ Y̳O̳U̳ L̳O̳V̳E̳ T̳H̳O̳S̳E̳ F̳U̳C̳K̳I̳N̳G̳ B̳T̳S̳ B̳O̳Y̳S̳ Y̳O̳U̳'V̳E̳ C̳H̳A̳N̳G̳E̳D̳! Y̳O̳U̳ W̳E̳R̳E̳ N̳I̳C̳E̳, B̳U̳T̳ N̳O̳W̳ Y̳O̳U̳'R̳E̳ A̳ L̳I̳T̳T̳L̳E̳ B̳I̳T̳C̳H̳!

SO FUCKING WHAT! I WAS ALWAYS A LITTLE BITCH. I JUST DIDN'T SHOW THAT TO YOU PEOPLE BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT Y'ALL TI THINK I WAS COLD HEARTED! BUT I'M PROUD TO BE COLD HEARTED! IT KEEPS ME FROM GETTING HURT! I HAVEN'T HAD ONE BOYFRIEND SINCE HIGH SCHOOL STARTED. I STARTED TO LOVE MYSELF AGAIN. AND THANKS TO WHO? KIM NAM JUN, KIM SEOKJIN, MIN YOON-GI, JUNG HO SEOK, PARK JIMIN, KIM TAEHYUNG, AND JEON JEONGGUK! THEY TOUGHT ME HOW TO LOVE MYSELF! NOT YOU, NOT MY MOTHER, NOT ANYONE IN FAMILY, NO ONE ON THE SWIM TEAM, NONE OF MY QUOTE ON QUOTE FRIENDS, THEY DID!

U̳g̳h̳ y̳o̳u̳ a̳r̳e̳ i̳m̳p̳o̳s̳s̳i̳b̳l̳e̳ y̳o̳u̳ k̳n̳o̳w̳ t̳h̳a̳t̳? *g̳o̳e̳s̳ t̳o̳ g̳r̳a̳b̳ h̳e̳r̳ b̳y̳ w̳a̳i̳s̳t̳ a̳n̳d̳ b̳r̳i̳n̳g̳ h̳e̳r̳ i̳n̳ f̳o̳r̳ a̳ k̳i̳s̳s̳*

*Uppercuts him for the 1millionth time this year* What don't you get?! I don't want you nor do I need you!

O̳u̳c̳h̳ b̳a̳b̳y̳.

Don't call me baby. You really need to learn the difference between "yes" and "no".

O̳h̳ b̳u̳t̳ b̳a̳b̳y̳ I̳ k̳n̳o̳w̳ t̳h̳e̳ m̳e̳a̳n̳i̳n̳g̳ o̳f̳ b̳o̳t̳h̳ o̳f̳ t̳h̳o̳s̳e̳ w̳o̳r̳d̳s̳.

Then you should know that no means no not "yes" and "I don't want you" means "get lost" and "get lost" does not translate into "kiss me".

A̳s̳ y̳o̳u̳ w̳i̳s̳h̳ b̳a̳b̳y̳g̳i̳r̳l̳ *g̳o̳e̳s̳ i̳n̳ f̳o̳r̳ a̳ k̳i̳s̳s̳*

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