Nameless

Chapter 13 Forbidden Love

Author notes: English is not my first language, so please forgive my mistakes and awkward writing. This is NOT for profit. I don't own them. AU (as in Alternate Universe) and maybe OOC (as in Out of Character). Characters belong to their rightful owners.

Author notes 2: Thanks to @SunnyAlSorna and @JJSin2020 for editing this. All remaining errors are totally mine. Thanks for your votes and comments, they really motivate me to keep writing.

Author Notes 3: The song is Forbidden Love by Madonna, give it a chance. It fits this chapter.

Warning Please Read!

Smut fest ahead!

Explicit sexual content! (WangXian). If the idea of angels having gay sex bothers you, this is your cue to leave.

Chapter 13. Forbidden Love

Wei Ying's kiss had been nothing but a butterfly touch on Lan Zhan's lips, but it had been enough to set his body on fire. Lan Zhan was perplexed by the myriad of sensations that ran through his body. He felt like molten lava was running through his veins.

He looked at Wei Ying with dilated pupils, he felt like he was going to burst into flames any time now. He jerked back, getting away from Wei Ying and turning his back on him. He wanted to calm himself before looking at his beloved.

Wei Ying's eyes opened in surprised by Lan Zhan's reaction. He felt a little bit hurt due to what he interpreted as rejection.

"I'm sorry, Lan Zhan," Wei Ying apologized. "I didn't want to bother you."

Lan Zhan grimaced, his face turned from Wei Ying, breathing slowly and deeply, trying to calm himself. The internal battle between his body and his brain was fierce. He had waited more than a thousand human years for this, and now he was running away from it.

"Wei Ying did nothing wrong, I..."Lan Zhan started, "I enjoyed Wei Ying's kiss very much, but..." He stopped, unable to continue.

"What, Lan Zhan?" Wei Ying asked while touching Lan Zhan's arm with both his hands, trying to look at his face.

The lightening sensation that traveled along Lan Zhan's body, left him without air. This was too much!

He tried to get away, but Wei Ying's grip on his arm was strong. He kept breathing deeply, his senses heightened.

"Forgive me, Wei Ying. It's too much. I..." Lan Zhan tried to explain. "I'm afraid."

"Afraid of what?" Wei Ying inquired, troubled by Lan Zhan's reaction.

"I'm not myself right now. I can't control my reactions," was his pained answer.

"Your reactions?" Wei Ying kept questioning dumbfounded. Finally, his eyes shone with a light of understanding. He couldn't confess to Lan Zhan before, but he had been feeling this sensation rippling through his body. A burning desire he didn't dare to acknowledge, even to himself.

"Lan Zhan," he finally ventured, a little bit breathless.

Lan Zhan perceived Wei Ying's uncertain voice, a resemblance of a plea and fear mixed together.

"Wei Ying," he wanted to ask what he was feeling, to tell him what he was experiencing, but he refrained. He knew, but it would be a sin to give in.

"Can I?" Wei Ying started, caressing Lan Zhan's lips with his index finger. "I want..." He felt Lan Zhan trembling under his touch. He kept his finger at the corner of Lan Zhan's mouth.

"It would be a sin," Lan Zhan said, feeling his conviction lessening.

"I...I don't care," Wei Ying confessed. "I want you, all of you."