GAME OF LOVE
After that encounter, i never speak to him but he always follow me! Kahit saan ako pumunta nakabuntot siya sa'kin , hindi ko na siya maintindihan! I dont remember na we're close na pala? Im not informed.
He's like my bodyguard dahil everytime na lalabas ako sa classroom , nakabuntot siya sa akin! And because of that, we became topic of this campus! Everytime they see us, magbubulungan sila , hindi ko na lang sila pinapansin like what Zander doing.
"Ano ba talaga ang gusto mo, Zander?! Nakakapikon ka na. You're acting like a possesive boyfriend na hindi dapat! What do you want, huh?"
Andito kami ngayon sa likod ng aming building. It is my plan to go here kase I know na susunod siya sa akin. I want to confront him of what really is his game. I don't get him! Noon , binubully niya ako tapos ngayon, he's acting like a possesive boyfriend! Urgh! Everything that I do and everywhere I go, andun siya! Hindi niya pinapayagan na may kumausap sa aking lalaki, lahat ng pupuntahan ko kailangan kung sabihin at worst, sa tabi niya na ako nakaupo. Grrr . I hate him!I HATE HIM SO MUCH!
"Imposible namang gusto mo na ako, dba? So, what really is your game , Zander? Hindi ko na maintindihan yang mga gestures mo! " Nakatalikod ako sa kanya habang sinasabi ko ito at nakaharap sa puno ng narra. I put my both hands folded above my stomach like what I usually do when I'm frustrated.
Hindi ko na tlaga siya maintindihan. This started when Axile came to school, at simula na noon, he became possesive and cheesy! Yucks!
I stiffed when he suddenly back hug me. Sobrang lakas ng tibok ng puso ko. I feel so small , his chin was in my head , his hands covered my small arms and his warm chest covered my whole back.
"Sinag..." His voice was husky.
This time he snaked his arms on my shoulder. Hindi ako makagalaw dahil sa posisyon namin at hindi rin ako makapagprotesta dahil sa lakas ng tibok ng puso ko at wala akong lakas para itulak siya.
What are you doing to me, Zander?
He leaned closer but before he could do something ay inapakan ko ang kanyang paa at lumayo sa kanya. I face him and kick his almighty. Bulls eye!
"How dare u hugged me?! I hate u, Zander! I hate u so much! I hate u!!!" I shouted to his face, sobrang lakas ng kabog ng puso ko and I hate him for making me feel this ! Hindi ko namalayan ay tumutulo na pala ang aking luha.
Hindi ko na siya lubos makita dahil sa mga luha na naguunahang tumulo. Nakahawak siya sa kanyang junior habang papalapit habang umiigting ang knyang panga dahil sa ginawa ko.
Sobrang lapit niya. Suddenly, he hugged me again, but this time, it's so tight. I tried pushing him but its useless. Humihikbi ako sa kanyang dibdib habang hinagahod niya ang aking likod, pinapatahan, whispering words I didn't get, kissing my hair , caressing it. And bcoz of his actions, mas lalo akong naiyak dahil I hate what he was doing to me! I hate how he make my heart flutter , and I hate of what I'm feeling right now! Too much butterflies in my stomach and I hate it!
"Shhh.. I'm sorry baby... please stop crying,shh. Sinag..."
He whispered, calming me.
"I-I h-hate you..." i told him between my sob.
"P-please stop of what are you doing to m-me... I h-hate you, Z-zander!" I cried. Ignoring his effects to me.
"No baby... I like you, Sinag... stop crying baby, I'll kiss you..." he whispered then kisses my forehead. I didn't get what he said, and I don't know why he used to be like this!
While his lips is in my forehead, i close my eyes, welcoming the foreign feeling. Is this what they called "kilig" ? I'm new to this. Siya lang ang nakapagpapadama sa akin ng ganto. The way he caressed my cheeks, every bit of his holds makes my heart flutters and it feels like there are butterflies in my stomach making me moan just stop me from smiling... Inalo niya ako, and viola, i did calmed. The moment I opened my eyes, I hide my face to his warmed chest.
I'm embarassed.
But, for a second, I hate this feeling! I hate of how affected I'm with his presence.
