𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙙. ➯ l.jh ✓

여섯

❝ oh, does that make you feel big inside? ❞

꒰ yeonhee. ꒱

"CHANHEE ITS TIME FOR SCHOOL" i banged on chanhee's door.

i only received a groan as a response.

i had no choice but to barge in to see him still in bed. i let out an exasperated sigh before going out the room for a bit & immediately coming back in with a water gun in my hand.

i knew someday you will be useful.

i pressed the trigger and the gun squirted water out.

i targeted chanhee's face and his eyes immediately shot up as water went up his nostrils.

"wh- HEY─ aWVVUAVNRW" he spat out the water that filled up in his mouth.

he then threw a pillow at my face, earning me to stop squirting water at him.

"WHAT THE FUCK YEONHEE"

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fortunately, we are not late.

"hi hyunj─" i was cut off when he just walked away.

i mean like, i know he always walk away from me but this time feels different.

did he have enough of me?

i sighed & felt down. my shoulders dropped.

i guess i got on his nerves.

an arm was then swung over my shoulders. i looked up to see jacob.

"why are you frowning?" he asked.

"i think hyunjae is getting sick of me.." i frowned even more.

jacob then placed two fingers at each side of my lips and lifted it up. "smile."

instead of smiling as jacob commanded, i pouted.

"is it wrong to love someone?" i sadly asked him.

he was surprised by my sudden question. but he smiled at me.

"no, it's not."

i don't know why, but tears started building up my eyes.

"why do the people i love always leave me?"

my vision became blurry because of the tears that was threatening to fall down, but i held it back.

yeonhee, don't cry. you'll look weak.

everyone already left me- i mean, us.

our parents left me and chanhee, then our only friend at the orphanage passed away, and then the couple who adopted us died in a car crash. we were then sent back to the orphanage until we were old enough to live on our own.

i almost lost hope & want to let go of my life.

i only had chanhee and he's the only reason why i still want to get a grip of my life.

but chanhee deserves better than being with me.

now, i experienced loving someone again but because of myself, he probably doesn't want me in his life.

"come here." jacob hugged me and patted my head.

"t-the students are staring at us.." i said between sobs while trying to break the hug. "and the bell will ring any minute.." i added.

"ignore them. you're hurt, i know."

i gathered all my strength to push him.

"i-i'm alright.." i tried not to make him feel offended because he tried to comfort me but i pushed him or he'll misunderstand.

he just patted my shoulder as i wiped some tears that trickled down my cheeks.

he just kindly smiled at me. he's truly an angel.

"let's go to class."

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JHYUNJERK
•online

yeonhihihi
hey hyunjae..

yeonhihihi
im not here to annoy u anymore or smth

yeonhihihi
im just here to apologize

yeonhihihi
im sorry if im getting too much..

yeonhihihi
i know, u desperately want me to stop bugging u and tell u to like me back and.. yea

yeonhihihi
your wish is finally granted !

yeonhihihi
i wont annoy u anymore.
[seen 23:42]

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i hugged my knees, tight.

i locked myself in my room & isolated myself.

even though i have chanhee, jacob, and the others beside me, why do i feel so lonely?

i feel so empty.

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[ a/n: ]

*dances*