SECRETS ➳ ❥ JEON J.K

PROLOGUE 💜

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"I'm pregnant"

I can see the tense from his body from where I stand, behind him. He turns his head to his shoulder but nothing came out from his mouth. I stare at him as well as I'm biting hard my lips, so scared to hear what will he responded about this.

"I've been late Jungkook, and this is...our baby..."

"What?" As he could not believe what he heard just know, his expression changed after he seems thinking something in his mind. "How do you know it was mine?

I literally wasn't expecting that question at all. "What do you mean Jungkook? Of course it's yours." He denied it. Tears fell without a warning, cascading though my cheeks.

"Seems like you forget that I'm not the only one around you." He diverting his eyes to the floor, doesn't want to look at me in the eyes.

My breath hitches.

"But this is happened long ago before you left me. I believed every words you say to me before, and take this loyalty to you...only you! How dare you say something like that to me after this 8 months I've spend with you.... You're the reason I believe in love Jungkook..." I speak in low voice at the last sentence.

He let out a chuckles and diverted his gaze back at me. "Don't you think that I don't know the guy who always stuck with you at your campus? I think you should ask him first, it must be his child."

"Jin is not more than a friend, he is my best friend! I told you everytime!" I can't believe he still think that I'm cheating on him with my own best friend.

"Tch, really?? I believed you can't live without a man beside you, since you always surrounded by them. How can you prove me about that? It might as well Jimin is the father of-"

I went to him and slap him hard by his cheek. He deserved it, or more. It's really hurting me since he still doubted me.

Silence take over the room as both of us remains quiet.

My head begin to spinning and my body can't hold it anymore, it feels like I'm going to tumbling to the floor in anytime. He made me falling deep into his heart but now...it's shattered in pieces just in seconds.

"Your silences is the answer, am I right?" He break the silence with furious gaze on me. "How long have you been?"

"48 days." I have no strength left this moment. I lose it all.

"Why you so fucking moron huh? You should have take that fucking birth control to avoid any of this can happen!" He frustratedly collapsing his body to the couch. Eyes closing tight as Jungkook stay in his place without making any movement. I don't know what inside his mind right now. This news must be shocked him even more. After what happened with us earlier and now I'm coming here to let him know that I'm pregnant.

I feel hopeless when I cannot persuaded him that he was the father of this baby. I'm afraid that he might think to do something with this. "Why is so hard for you to admit it Jungkook? You definitely knew how loyal I was when I'm with you. We ever talk about this before and you look so excited as I am when we talk about children, but...why you act like this now?" I try to asserted him once again.

Without answering my question, he get up to reached his wallet and walked to me after pulling out his card. "Use this...to get rid of that. So the problem is all clear."

My eyes widening upon hearing what he just say to me. Feel angry enough to smack that black card until it fell over to the floor. "You have lost your mind Jungkook!!! It's your own flesh, your own blood!" I'm yelled at him, his words make me breathless that I find it hard to catch my every breath.

"THATS NOT MY OWN!!!" He roaring loud as it echoed through the whole room of this expensive penthouses. He bend down to take the card back and places it over the coffee table, he grab his jacket and went away to the front door.

"Where are you going??? Don't run away like a coward!!!" I run after him and holding his forearm, begging him to stay. But as fast as it is, he yanked my hands.

"Don't! Touch me...I need fresh air." He said without looking back at me, taking his key car and slammed the door hard.

At the same time my body collapsed to the floor. The one that I love the most after my father literally just broke my heart. The love that he always give to me before now disappear. After he made me believe that he will always stay, but all the words that he has said to me was all a lie. I'm fell apart...

He won't admit his own child.

He hate me for sure.

Jungkook hate me.

I wish that I could return back the time.

I wish I'm not pregnant.

I wish I would never love him.

I wish I would never meet him.

So this is were the sense of an ending.

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