Kairen

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Yes, another cliché.  The first day of school, a lot of people, the last year of high school, excitement, long-term hugs, stare each other and a lot of things.  My high school life was not spent at this school so I felt lucky.  When I studied here in middle school, I had a lot of things;  adrenaline, depressive days, quarrels and other events that most adolescents will experience.  But when I went to high school, we had to focus more on lessons and it was an advantage for me to move to new school.  Although it was boring in general, I was highly focused on the lessons.

And since I didn't want to waste the last year of my high school and wanted to add some adrenaline, I went back to my old school with my cousin.  I was never a stranger to the environment;  I knew many of them and had memories with many of them.  I was just noticing at that time, now ... There was nothing much changed.  I was just more advanced as an individual and looking more attractive.  Please do not perceive this as ego, I am only aware of myself and my potential ...

"I am involuntarily excited even though  I am not the new guel of the school."  I said, looking at Ozan.  Everyone was in uniform;  only the girls all added a piece of themselves to look different in their uniforms.

"The first days will always be exciting, no matter what class we are, this is an unavoidable fact."  Ozan said, looking at the people around.  I don't know why, but I liked that most of the people had their eyes on us.

Suddenly, I smiled when I saw Selin and we both hugged each other tightly when she noticed me.  Selin was one of my close friends from school time;  I loved her and also trusted him.  Unlike me, she was a very, very cheerful person and she made it clear.  So it was not possible for my day to pass without laughing while she was with me.

As Ozan walked away from us, Selin looked at me and said, "I did not believe that you would return when you texted me."  she said excitedly.  "I am so happy."

"Are we in the same class?" I asked smiling.

"I don't know yet."  She said.  Holding my hand pulled me.  "Come, let's ask Mr Varis"

"Our class guide is either the Varis teacher or Bülent."  Selin said in a plain voice. Mr Varis teacher was a physical education teacher.  So even though he was in his thirties, I'm sure all the young girls in school liked him.  His body was of medium size, he was tall, man with few hair and beautiful eyes.  But I think his plus was that he was absolutely, absolutely heavy-headed.  He doesn't smile often and always has a good posture.

When we entered the school building with slow steps, Mr. Varis had paper and a few students next to him.  A part of me seriously wished I was in his class.  No, I didn't seriously like him.  I was just admiring his appearance and posture.  I don't know why, but I loved watching people with great looks and looking at them.  I was feeling good ... But I didn't want more.

As other students walked away from Mr. Varis , his eyes found us.  "Selin Elvan."  Selin said in a snap.  While he was examining the paper, I examined his face.  In fact, he did not have such a handsome looking, he was just attractive.  Maybe it was his most heavy behavior that gave him charm.

"You are in my class."  He said, raising his head from paper.  Then when his eyes found me, I said, "Kairen Karaer ..." with a flat voice.

He would look at the paper, and then he looked at us again as if his mind had changed.  "You are in my class," he said in a rough voice.  "The second floor is the classroom across the stairs."

As soon as the two of us, Selin, left the side of the teacher, a mixed scream was poured with joy on our lips.  "Thank God!"  Selin said excitedly.

"The teacher continues at the same pace even after many years."  I said in a sarcastic tone.  "Oh my lord, he gets handsome as he gets old. How's that even possible?!"

"Even after years, your admiration for the him has never been lost."

"He is handsome, accept it."

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A few lessons had passed and books were distributed;  There were a few people I knew in the class, and I was totally foreign to others.  It was never hard for me to get used to somewhere or people, but I still needed a few days to open up a bit.  I had to analyze my class.

Selin and I sat in the second row;  In general I would choose either the second row or one of the middle rows to sit.  Sitting in the front was very remarkable, and sitting in the back seemed very distant to me.

I noticed a few things in the classroom;  for example, it was the boys who made the most noise.  But not only did they not have empty conversations, but they were active in classes.  So boys in the classroom were more extroverted and world-view.  There were some who told their opinions about what the teacher was talking about.  I think this was something to be seriously appreciated.

The girls speak more among themselves;  They were entering the phone under the queue and taking the test.  When I heard the names of a few people, I noticed that they were following me on social media.  Even some of them were examining me so carefully that it was not possible to not be disturbed by this.

While everyone was leaving the classroom with the ringing of the bell, Selin went to the toilet and I stopped Cansuyu when I was going out.  He was one of those I knew in the classroom;  We used to be classmates for a long time when I studied at this school.  She was a dark-haired, white-skinned girl with her hair on her shoulder.  Although she was exaggerated, she was a girl to have fun with.  She was amused.  "Which class are you going to?"

"To 12 A."  she said with a smile.  "Come with me if you want too."

"I guess the Ozan is also there."  she said in a flat voice again.

"I am coming."

When we both went out into the corridor, I looked around;  I loved the crowd and being among people, but today I started to feel uncomfortable.  It was as if I had lived in a quiet cave for a long time and suddenly felt like I was among the people.  The eyes I felt on, the excessive noise, the hustle and bustle all made my head hurt.

When I entered Ozan's class, I smiled when I saw him. As I greeted a few girls I knew in the same class, I looked at Ozan.  "How is going on?"

"So so."  said Ozan.  "Again, my handsome personality will cause trouble for me. I have everyone's eyes.

I rolled my eyes and tapped him on the shoulder, "Exaggerate more"  I said, laughing.

I turned to look at the girl whose eyes had been feeling on me for exactly five minutes;  They were looking at my skirt with a few girls next to it.  On the one hand, I liked to draw attention, and on the other hand, I wanted them to take off their strange glances.

"Who is this red head girl?"  I asked, looking at Ozan.  "She is looking to my skirt and examining its height."

Ozan laughed.  "Come on, let's go to the corridor."

As I was leaving the classroom, I looked at the red-haired girl.  "Do you like my skirt or my legs?"  I asked.  When the girl suddenly looked astonished at what she was going through, I smiled and left the classroom without waiting for her to say anything.

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