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And I woke up, in Berlins arms, he caressed my forehead gently, but the minute I saw his gentle face expression, I started to cry, Berlin shushed me and sat me up, without warning I gave him a hug

"Berlin, you don't understand" I said crying, he looked at me weirdly
"First, tell me what happened, Nairobi said she found you on the floor blacked out in the bathroom" he said, I cried even more now when I'd remembered Arturo

"A-a-Arturo" I said, I touched my pocket and my gun was back there and I took a deep breath

"What did he do" he said voice getting more stern

"He t-t-t touched me, he put his hand up my shirt, and in my underwear, and h-h-he then touched m-m-my ass, he bent me over and-" I couldn't even continue my sentence before crying

Berlin looked at me for a moment and his facial expression changed, he chuckled before turning to me
"Please, tell me he didn't put his dick in you" he said, I shook my head; but frankly I couldn't even remember

"And hen he beat you up, so you would forget from the black out" he said, berlin looked to me and took my hands and kissed them

"How, why, what, I'm confused why would he do this, why would you let him do this, you have a whole gun" Berlin said, my facial reaction changed completely

"I didn't let. Him do anything. He forced it upon me- you know what, I don't even care" I said getting up, but Berlin dragged me back again

"No. But I do, why?" He said getting angrily, and I was embarrassed, embarrassed because berlin had said the same thing to me before, calling me weak, how I'm not made for the group. And I didn't even want to speak about it

"He just said stuff about my family" I said quietly, Berlin was even more angrier than before
"About who" he said getting closer
"My late mom." I said even more quietly, Berlin didn't know my mom was dead, so it was definitely a shock, he paused and gave me a hug

"I didn't know your mom was dead" he said as he held me, it felt so good to be in his arms, I shut my eyes as I held him back, but then he pulled away and stood up

"You relax, I need to do soemthing" berlin said, I stood up as well
"Berlin, don't hurt him." I said, berlin turned to me angrily
"NO, I'm going to kill Arturo." He yelled, I'd never even seen him yell at me like he had just did

He turned back to me
"Listen, you relax and I'll sort this out" Berlin said, I pulled him

"Berlin, dont" I said but he pushed me off
"You wanna know why I want to kill him so bad? Because if someone hurts you, it hurts me, I love you, and I know you don't love me back, but I fell in love with you, and now I can't get back up, so to know. Someone put their fucking hands on the woman I love, the only woman that makes me happy, makes me so, so, so angry, and nothing will stop me from killing Arturo" he said with tweet eyes

I'd never heard berlin speak to me like that, I had no idea i meant that much to him, a smile painted on my face and I gave him another hug
"Berlin, I love you" I said, he smiled too right through his tears and kissed me, and when he pulled away he pushed me back onto the couch and went to the office door

"Im doing this because I love you" he said as he shut the door and locked it, I sat there angrily and tried to get out

"BERLIN" I yelled slamming on the door

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