Abhishree ~ The Queen of Mahabaleshgarh

29 ~ The sensuality of colors that painted the Princess

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Rajvardhan POV

'There is a very thin line between Hate and Love. The line we draw when we don't like someone's behaviour, nature, habits, talks or deeds. The line we create when the two personalities are different and can't understand each other or not mature enough to understand each other's point of views. But, there is a thing beyond the beauty, thoughts, mindset, personality and this fake world. And It is soul, The soul that saint used to believe is immortal, pure and real. The soul which we hide behind our outer beauty, personality, insecurity and fake appraisals. The soul is the reality and it is love. We all have souls which are connected mystically to each other. That means we already love each other but that love also got hidden under the thick layers of this fake world, which we call Life, which we think is the reality but the true reality is that, that we already love each other and it just got hidden behind the fake lines of outer realm. We have created a few boundaries around to judge whom to love or whom not? Yes, You can love everyone. What you have to do is to erase the line that you have created to hate the person and then you will love them. You have to erase the reason for hating them. And love is not about winning someone physically, Love is about losing yourself unconditionally whether it is to your parents, children, life partner or God.' 

I read the last paragraph of the book she was reading. My mind instantly travelled to the moment when I took every piece of jewellery from her body while she was standing silent and angry with my actions. The Line that the Writer was talking about might be crossed by me when I pulled her up in my arms. The line might be crossed by me the day When I Trusted that she was not doing anything wrong to Gulaab. 

There was a thin line between love and hate and that too between us. And I just realised that I crossed that line because there was no more hate for her in my heart. 

I looked at her sleeping face as she already slept when I was sorting her hairs. It was a difficult task but I was able to complete that by parting her hairs in hundreds of partitions and softly combed them without hurting her. She was looking really beautiful as the orange coloured light of the setting sun was falling on her face which was coming through the Garden's entrance. A few of the Rabbits were also sleeping around her. There was the cutest one who was sleeping keeping his face on the side of her waist. Somehow It made me feel jealous as he was getting the chance to sleep like that but I didn't. 

There was complete silence in the Chamber and somehow I felt the silence inside me too as There was a huge storm thundering inside me when she started ignoring me. But, The way she behaved the day when I said that 'I can't sleep', really made me happy and I felt that she loves me. 

I softly feathered my fingers in her long hairs which were lying on the floor and along my midriff. The light sunlight touching her eyelashes lasted an imprint in my mind of her faultless beauty but moreover, I loved the way she took care of me when I was sick. 

I learned a great thing from her that day. I was being inhuman all the while when I made her my Slave. I did a lot of things to hurt her, I made her cried, I killed her brother, I thought to make her my courtesan but I ended up marrying her. And what she did in reply was giving me chances whenever she tried to kill me and moreover accepted herself as my wife and took her responsibilities. She was the strongest women I had ever seen in my life.

She hissed in her sleep and touched her neck. She might be feeling pain while sleeping on the marble. I sat up without disturbing and making her wake up and replaced myself with the pillow.