Hello again
Dreams of darkness
I tasted your hate today
For the first in a while.
I did not think of death
Nor pitying self
Just of cold, hard pain
I should inflict on myself
Hello again,
Memories of darkness
I tasted your hate today.
For I thought again of how
Terrible I am at speaking
How I let the things that matter
Slip through my fingers
As if avoidance fixes life
Hello again,
Self of darkness
I hated your taste today
For I remembered how awful
You are, letting friends disappear
Into the void, letting
Dreams slowly fade
Just because you don't have
The discipline to complete them
Hello again,
Me
Sometimes I hate the way you
Think
Live
Dream
Act
Because you let down those around you
And feel sorry for you
When down you let yourself
Sometimes I hate you
Hello again, public!
Isn't it nice to see the real me?
The one who snaps at herself
For being sick,
As if she can just fix it?
The one who is simultaneously
So arrogant and self-deprecating?
The one who cries at being
A terrible person
And does nothing to fix it?
Aren't you glad to know her?
Aren't you glad to know
That this girl desperate for your interaction
Is probably going to freak out
At the pressure of maintaining a friendship
And ghost? Occasionally return?
Aren't you glad?
Isn't she fun?
Hello again, public
She hopes you don't hold this rant against her
Because she's not usually this spiteful
And will probably regret giving this to you
She hopes, despite laying out her flaws
For you to see,
That you'll still see
Her. Talk to her
She hopes
But she understands if you don't
And honestly,
Part of her hopes you never see this.
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AN:
If you know Jesus Christ as your Savior, then let us praise God together!
If not, then I pray that you come to recognize Him as the only way of salvation from your sins, which earn you God's wrath and just punishment in Hell. Jesus is the Way, the Truth, and the Life, and no one will go to Heaven but through repentance from their sins and believing in Him.
If you have any questions, comment or PM me! I'd love to talk. <3
God bless!
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