Icing Red, 1

Hope?

Next thing we know I was driving to somewhere where I could end it all! I was taking off my shoes when I heard someone behind me!

Me: "Is somebody here?!"

I asked.

Carlos:" Yeah me!"

Me: "What?! What are you doing here! Are you following me?"

Carlos:" Nope but I know gosh durn well what you were about to do!"

Me: "You have no idea what your talking about!!"

Then it took me less than I second to burst out in tears.

Me: "Everything is just so hard! People are only there for you when they need something! Didn't you see I have no use! I'M USELESS AND MY LIFE DESERVES TO END!!!"

Carlos: "You're not alone!"

Me: "Oh trust me I am!"

Carlos: "I'll be there for you and those people you were talking about I'm not one of them ! All I want is to help you! Now come here and put your shoe back on!"

Then I ran into his arms! For the first time in a long time I felt like someone actually cared..

He asked to drive me back home so while he was driving he was really curious about my life!

Me: "So that's how we decided to go with plan b!"

Carlos: "That's nice! Now that I know you a little can you explain why you hate me so much?"

Me: "I don't! I just... I-... Its complicated!"

Carlos: "ok well is that your house?"

Me: "Yup! Thanks! I appreciate your help! But can you do me a favor ?"

Carlos: "Spit it out!"

Me: "Don't tell anyone! It's our little secret!"

Carlos: "Ok but you have to do something in exchange! "

Me: "Tell me!"

Carlos: "Show me around school! I'm really lost!"

Me: "See you tomorrow!"

Carlos : "i'll be at my locker because that's the only place I know!"

I didn't hate him that much after all! I mean he helped me when no one did! And for that I was really looking forward to tomorrow!